Friday, April 13, 2007

oh well~ went shopping with gal... YiPpyS.
feeling very down last nite, in fact i cried the whole nite.
chat with peisi and thought that i wont feel so shit, but i think i feel worst.
cause question starts to bombard my mind...
woke up with a super swollen eyes which i need to put on fake lases and thick eye liner
meet gal and ahead to town...after my piano lesson
i brought mani things ehhh but not too much .
laoda gave mi 500 bucks to shop until i happy.
anyway, i am happy with big bags n stuff.
i think money can solve everything.
when you're feeling down, shop all u wan.
buy wad ever u wan dun think twice.
the feeling ish so damn shiok de..!!!
i brought
-heels
-roxy flipflop
-bag
-zara spag
-topshop note nook
-missha nail polish
i think i'm mad. i went alll the way to topshop jus to buy note book.
actually i wanted to buy panty but then hmmms. other time lahs.
super sorri to carmen. suppose to meet her after her work but then
gal acc mi, so have to put carmen aeroplane.. shall treat her lunch on sunday. :)
wanted to buy brikenstock slipper but then the size all super big.
yeah~ i wanna buy lv STuff today but then laoda said he brought a new car today
and he wanna modify it. so i have to wait next wk or wk later.
LV ISH WAITING FOR MI.
anyway thats not the end of my shopping stuff lors. i still gt lots to go.
money makes mi happy. with mooney and laoda around, i think i am happy.
stupid erasmus suppose to meet mi around my house after shopping
and he last min said he cant make it.
hais. get used to it le.. think victoria n bitch will b super surprise why i mention erasmus.
HIS MY EX LORS. and we never contact for mths n mths n years.
happen to chat with him in msn and i asked him out.
he still got the same old habit. cancelling dates last min. :)
i asked joanne a question.
" what will you do so that peoples words will not affect you"
and her reply was pretty simple.
"fall a few times more, and you'll cant be bothered on how ppl look at you or talk abt you"
infact thats quite ttrue.
i'm still young and the number of times that i had fall is still countable.
so in future i will get to fall more and i will learn from there.
yeah~ back to my sad stuff.
i still got the urge to message and call that person out, but i'm jus controlling myself.
think this person still super angry mi.
indeed, we are still frens and its jus a small matter.
why are we ignoring each other jus bcz of some small mattter?
forgive and forget.
i hope you are reading my blog.
in life, i learn to forgive and forget.
same goes to what ever quarrels we had.
hopefully, things will goes better when school reopen.
go school together, hang around. lunch together.
joke in class and stuff.
simply miss those wonderful times we had.
dun dig out the past.
yesterday ish the past
if you are not angry with mi, then meet mi to school on monday.
else , you are still angrying mi.
and i will leave you alone.
everything back to the sq when u ignored mi for months .