Monday, April 30, 2007
yawn. i am super not tired now.. cause i think i had enough of sleeping le...today i got to know a new fren again. 2 guys. year 3.. but they repeat module
so they got into my class.. same lecture hall for MIS... :)
got to talk to them at smoking area... laughing out louds.
okays.. after school suppose to go yishun starbucks de
but end up going grasswood with hao grace n bastard
after that went manicure.. got nail art for my thumb. lols...
tomorrow ish my freaking sister birthday and i'm working..
i am suppose to meet boi 2moro for movie and dinner.
but i think got miscommunication and hmms...
so we are tryin our best to change roster. lol.s
he centre point and i tangs.. we used to work together.. gosh~
when i 1st day working, he bring mi go play pool and lunch. lols...
he ish quite a nice guy :)
too bad i cant go out with him tomorrow..
i cant change my roster. cause some ppl are giving mi trouble...
aeroplaness!!! cb
BASTARD I CANT MEET YOU TOMORROW LIAOS. SORRIES.
CAUSE I CANT CHANGE MY ROSTER .. NO PPL TO REPLACE MI....
I KNOW SHE'S BESIDE YOU, SO I BLOG HERE INSTEAD OF SMS-CALL....
my love letter for laoda....
dear dear i so love you...
but my feelings for you had faded alot le
together with you, my days are so like helll..
days without you, i'll feel heaven...
surrounded by handsomes .....
i can do what ever i wan so freedom...
i know you when i'm 13yr old. and now i'm 19 le..
knowing you ish a disater.. cause you simply ruin my days..
overall, you ruined my 3yrs of QING CHUN!!!
yooou did nothing that touch my heart.
money touch my heart onli..
i had forgotten what we did n brought in e past le
cause nothing special at all....
3 yrs le. u nv make e first move of asking mi out for movie, dinnner nor shoppping
nor even fetch mi home RIGHT INFRONT OF MY WORK PLACE!!!
u always fetch mi at amk. and i need to wait for u ...
u remember u make mi wait for u 1 hr @ amk and u thought i lied to u that i'm v hungry n not feeling well.. so i end up vomitting n u still can do ur work....
yeah! u brought mi to the clinic but u didnt even bothered to fetch mi to ur house
at my workplace. i am feeling very drowsy and all u think is to slp....
i said i'm hungry and u went to ur work place.. u make mi waited for hours for my lunch.
you grumble at the clinic ...
work ish ur piority and u always work work work..
your dad nag abit, you will think his scolding u and u will cancel our programme.
i didnt say u neglect mi but i v bu shuang u always work...
u always wan mi to grumble over a matter then u will do it..
i very sick n tired of asking u out le..
now, i will ask u to give mi money and i will ask my frens out or i go shopping myself.
i will never ever ask u out...!!! i'll let u seee what will ur days be without mi.
you deserve everday.. you always change my programme for the day.
all you said was, shopping v sians movie v sian. everything v sians
all ur idea was stay at home... slp sex n eat! i am sick n tired of everything.
oh, e most memoriable thing u did to mi ish dumping alone at genting and go casino.
you took a long time searching for mi and i am standing outside genting hotel
freezing cold.....
u n bastard e same de.. both of u dump mi a side.. one go call gf. one go gamble..
hais.. you guys jus sux my freaking life.....
na ren all fan jian!!!!
this isnt a love lettter ba.. abit of breaking up letter sia...
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
well , its another day where i can blog n slp early...Hmmms. i woke up early in e morning.. damns laoda kept on waking mi up...
he did all kinds of stupid things to wake mi up...
YAWNS~
meet jona around 2 plus and he help mi up with the assignment...
then went kbox and dinnner...
super broke now.. havent even start my week, and i used up my "recess money "
sians.. i first time broke untill like this lors...
luckily i dun intend to shop this wk... probably after i get my pay, i'll jus get a bag...
hunting for bag... its either LV or COACH. i dun wan gucci, cz too commen le...
but i very budget sia. i wanna get a bag between 500-800.. think its very impossible.
yaws~
♥ disguised at { 10:49 PM }

yawn~ had not been blogging these few days...
cause i had been busying working from last wk till now.. no off day at all.
seriously, my working time ish very fexible but recently gary had some problem
so we guys have to help him up instead of giving more trouble to div B :)
I am super tired.. luckily laoda fetch mi home after work everyday..
onli yesterday he came to town n fetch mi cause i work till 12am :)
super super tired...
but had lots of fun playing n eating @ work...
zhihui carmen and i hide all kinds of foood @ our counter and we eat eat eat non stop. super fun lahs..!!!!
both of them going taka le. so cant hide food and eat with them any more.. sobs!
today i had no moood to work..
first, i am very tired so i went work 1 hr later...
1when i reach there, sam told mi that he can serve my ADP today.
well~ i got no idea why he can serve ADP today.. it doesnt belongs to puig!
alrites... he open adp AND i thought he would write my name cause i am IN CHARGE!!!
but he didnt. he very kiasu...
he said i can do TM.. but then he kinda snatch n dun allow mi to serve customer
and OPEN BILLL!! what the hell..
i am so pissed off by him...
seriously , i think he very fuck up today.
i simply hate the way he look at mi today.
he told carmen that i am very xiao qi..
but i dun think so... i got my own reasons...
any way, I CANT BE BOTHERED.....
i wont be working more for this may...
so i will get to see him less...
LESS MEANS I WONT SEE HIS FUCK UP FACE...!!!!
now i'm rushing that super automatic control and no body wanna ans mi how they get their ans..
gosh~ okays.. fine... i cant be bothered tooo...
i'm very tired and jus wana finish up my work. if i cant finish up by tonite, i cant go work le..
have to chiong work till this mth end and concentrate on my studies already...
cause i had been busying working from last wk till now.. no off day at all.
seriously, my working time ish very fexible but recently gary had some problem
so we guys have to help him up instead of giving more trouble to div B :)
I am super tired.. luckily laoda fetch mi home after work everyday..
onli yesterday he came to town n fetch mi cause i work till 12am :)
super super tired...
but had lots of fun playing n eating @ work...
zhihui carmen and i hide all kinds of foood @ our counter and we eat eat eat non stop. super fun lahs..!!!!
both of them going taka le. so cant hide food and eat with them any more.. sobs!
today i had no moood to work..
first, i am very tired so i went work 1 hr later...
1when i reach there, sam told mi that he can serve my ADP today.
well~ i got no idea why he can serve ADP today.. it doesnt belongs to puig!
alrites... he open adp AND i thought he would write my name cause i am IN CHARGE!!!
but he didnt. he very kiasu...
he said i can do TM.. but then he kinda snatch n dun allow mi to serve customer
and OPEN BILLL!! what the hell..
i am so pissed off by him...
seriously , i think he very fuck up today.
i simply hate the way he look at mi today.
he told carmen that i am very xiao qi..
but i dun think so... i got my own reasons...
any way, I CANT BE BOTHERED.....
i wont be working more for this may...
so i will get to see him less...
LESS MEANS I WONT SEE HIS FUCK UP FACE...!!!!
now i'm rushing that super automatic control and no body wanna ans mi how they get their ans..
gosh~ okays.. fine... i cant be bothered tooo...
i'm very tired and jus wana finish up my work. if i cant finish up by tonite, i cant go work le..
have to chiong work till this mth end and concentrate on my studies already...
♥ disguised at { 1:56 AM }
Sunday, April 22, 2007
It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you babyIt's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you
I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me
I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul
I belong to me I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me
Oh yea
Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCun6ogd3pY
♥ disguised at { 12:42 AM }
Saturday, April 21, 2007
yawn.. today kind very busy...school 1-4pm....
and i have to rush to piano lesson which ish 4.45 - 5.45pm.
received a bad news... everyone failed...
okays.. i tried my best already.. think i am not gifted . shall give up...
after piano, meet cameron and he acc mi to tangs..
took a cab from woodlands to tangs, cause carmen ish waiting for mi
so that she can leave...
crap with cameron in the cab.. he so crappy.. laughing out louds..
looking forward for the day we go clinic.. lols.
i jus cant believe that his going NTU lahs...
frankly speaking, he dunhave the UNI boi look..
he kinda rock , with piercing and dyed hair...
gosh~ NTU students got like that de mahs?
and he ish kinda chiongster lors..
FAINT*
ALRITES. he dun speak chinese , instead, he ish english educated..
cool.... he ish not very big size nor fat!!! chubby!
blur blur de looks and chubby chubby de..
today i didnt put a black face while working...
cause i'm kinda busy...
i thought today my sales will be zero, but i got 300 plus ..
and my ADP didnt eat any egg lors..
kinda happy cause within 3 hours, i got 300 $+ of sales..
MORE COMMISSION !!!!
got my pay slip today and i can bank in and use it on monday .. probably...
yeah!!! think i shall spend all my money on fake lases.
i wanna buy those which crystal de. lols.
i'm crazy!
yawn.. super tired. i wanna slp nw but that laoda wanna bring supper over.
cb, he so long lors.. i super tired and hungry lehs.
today i onli eat 1 meal.. after school and piano n work i havent eat lehs.
wanna faint liaos..
♥ disguised at { 1:35 AM }
Thursday, April 19, 2007
yawn~ i'm blogging durin sem project..teacher kept talking.. cant be bothered... super tired..
went work yesterday 12-8pm but i end work at 7pm
cause i told them i got things on.....
after that i went amk to meet laoda and we go sun plaza dinner...
super tired.. my face super black!!!!!
when i board laodas car, i notice this red paper bag..
sk jews lors... so i open and found a necklace
ya lahs... he got nothing better to do, go buy necklace for mi.
he said my fingers are too fat, ring dun suits mi...
watches are too ugly. so he brought necklace for mi...
okays. better than nothing.... once in a while he will personally choose n buy things for mi..
thats my boi...
Recently i got to know this boi.. Cameron.
he v big size. and i love big size guys.
he big size untill v nice looking and got style... klekekkes
sometimes he will jio mi go smoke and talk.. hahahs. so coool rite...
suppose to meet kopi to canto.. but then i very tired and tiong said something
so i never go. and cameron asked mi to meet him at double O.
but it was 11 plus le. by the time i reach there, think he leaving le..
laughing out louds. he very cool. kinda happy to know him :)
today, i woke up 6 am.. super tired..
kept on smelling on my pillow , dun wnna leave ...
arghs!!!!!
for the time being, lessons are alrites... cost accounting oso alrites...
now stuck in sem less... need to REn for 3 hrs.. then still got 2 hrs of
computer aided.... sians.. the book so thick...
think i'll fall a slp in the lesson.. pray hard that the teacher ish not fierce.
FREAKING JONATHAN IS PISSING MI OFF!!!
laughing out louds.
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Monday, April 16, 2007
first day of school..... what can i say???TEACHER ALL SUX!! AND XIA LAN!!
the way they talk to you, you can take the books and throw at them le lahs.
na bei cb!!
today theres a new comer. she's malay... okays lahs. never talk much to her cause i duno what to talk also. not very talkative today....
school ends at 6pm. freaking tired..
meet mummy for dinner @ thai rest.
then went shopping @ cause way. we brought mani things @ face shop.
brought this 70 pieces cleaner tissue , facial form , eye shadow and mask..
hahas... then went cold storage buy mani mani stuff...
food food food!!!!!
thinking tomorrow ish pay day le. so i can spend all i wan. but then thats onli 2 days pay lahs.
less than hundred... so little. not even an hour or half can finish up le...
after that, we took a cab home, then i took a cab meet cb kia...
cab cab cab. wao lao. no money le lahs. luckily this cb kia fetch mi home, else i cab again.
super lazy to take bus...
working tomorrow, 5pm - 9.30 pm lors
i am quite alrite with my this wk roster but it sux next wk.
i am working on mon to fri and they off mi on sat n sun.
WHAT THE HELL LAHS.
that means i work less than 5 hr per day. except friday
i am working untill mid nite cause last wk of the mth. but not comfirm yet.
cause i part timer onli.
i wanna work on wk ends lahs. else i super bored de.
and my pay n comission surely v little de lors.
cb!!! i think i wanna complain to joanne and ask her to plan my roster for next mth de
nicely le.. tues wed fri sat n sunday... 5 day per wk.. sweet n nice...
yawn~ so tired.. falling a sleep le..
cant b bothered about things in my mind now..
GAL
i'm alrite after lunch.. tiong didnt do anything. we are jus crapping around during lesson.
that xia lan teachers lesson..
not very pissed off by his jokes. got used to it le..
thanks alots.
i jus cant be bothered abt everything le..
cheer up too s
OINK OINK!
♥ disguised at { 11:36 PM }
Sunday, April 15, 2007
woooW! my leg ish freaking stink after i took off my damn shoe.socking stinks more than sock...WHY?
i duno lahs. ask the socking ba~
my leg so damn pain.. na beis. today my fren ask mi to take off my shoe
cause she wanna see my real height.
omg! irene saw and say mi shorty lahs.
ta ma de.. but joking lahs. yiling wans my size and i wans her size.
cool!!!
hais. i cant find a thicker eye lashes.
i wanna put on thick ones, but not those thin de..
like make no difference from my real one lors. damns.
and worst still, i have to put on fake lashes to school tomorrow
c ause i think my lashes are so damn short after getting use on fake lashes.
suppose to go clubbing with Ajs de. cause power house having Gay nite
and dragonfly having ladies nite.
but than susan say i tomorrow got sch, so better dun go...
so i never go lors.
today i realise something.
theres this guy whom sam like ish nt a AJ..
his 31 yrs and his attached.. i noticed him for a very long time
i think his quite handsome, err kinda charming.
sometimes i will stand @ prada and stare @ the floor
then my fren will tell mi that he is looking @ mi..
*SHY!
okays lahs. people ish 31 yr lehs. and i'm 19 onli
what the hell. why am i so young. if i'm around 24 or 25, i think i would hehehehes.
SNATCH!!!
something makes mi jealous...
yiling said he kept on teasing on her and make fun of her...
so good lahs. least she gets to talk to him...
she oso find him charming n handsome...
omg~ joanne said that he attract mani gurls...
so mani gurls crazy over him lahs.
hais.. he super charming and handsome..!! he v small size but small untill v nice.
but too bad his malaysian.. his neither PR nt sporean..
if i get to attach with him... am i suppose to married to msia n b msian?
omg!! i cant think far. i jus hope he will talk to mi ..
faster faster
praying hard he will talk to mi but then my counter ish behind lahs.
ji bei! tomorrow i wont be working. and i start to think of his charming looks
and the professional way of helping ppl to make up.
*faint.
tues wed fri sat n sun i will be working..
kekes. can see him le. !!!!
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Omg!!! i am freaking freaking tired okays!!!
I jus got home lahs. nabeicb~
i end work @ 9.30 and suppose to go home straight.
but then i went out with my frens. they wanna go eat after work.
so we went cine Hgk cafe n eat... okokays. 3 AJ n 3 gurls.
i am the youngest. i kept on complaining i'm tired. lols.
think the AJs more tired than mi cause they went clubbing last nite.
eat untill 11 plus almost 12.... took a train..
gray n i alight at yio chu kang cause we wanna pee. lols.
after peeing then we faster catch the last train~ yawn!!
think gary wannna turn straight. he kept on holding my hands while walking.
think he sick of being AJ le.. omG! cine so mani people lahs. today saturday lehs
and that stupid gary purposly hold my hand. * faint.
okoays. holding hand with Aj v commen lors..
they are Aj bcz they nt interested in gurls mahs. gurls sux!
hais. my sales sux recently. today i helping TM and my auqua got big fish
but i canot take!! hais. super turn off...
my regular took 3 bottles.. can u imagine 100ml cause around 200 plus.
whenever i am @ auqua, my fish dun wanna come
but when i'm nt @ auqua, my fish all come.. SIANS!
pay on tuesday. HURRAYS!!!!
tomorrow working mid shift. 12-8pm..... i think i surely cant slp de....
too nervous liaos. so long nv see my tiong tiong!!!!
argh!!!! i will shout tiong tiong once i see him on monday.
bOoOOOoOoOoOo!
♥ disguised at { 1:19 AM }
Friday, April 13, 2007
oh well~ went shopping with gal... YiPpyS.feeling very down last nite, in fact i cried the whole nite.
chat with peisi and thought that i wont feel so shit, but i think i feel worst.
cause question starts to bombard my mind...
woke up with a super swollen eyes which i need to put on fake lases and thick eye liner
meet gal and ahead to town...after my piano lesson
i brought mani things ehhh but not too much .
laoda gave mi 500 bucks to shop until i happy.
anyway, i am happy with big bags n stuff.
i think money can solve everything.
when you're feeling down, shop all u wan.
buy wad ever u wan dun think twice.
the feeling ish so damn shiok de..!!!
i brought
-heels
-roxy flipflop
-bag
-zara spag
-topshop note nook
-missha nail polish
i think i'm mad. i went alll the way to topshop jus to buy note book.
actually i wanted to buy panty but then hmmms. other time lahs.
super sorri to carmen. suppose to meet her after her work but then
gal acc mi, so have to put carmen aeroplane.. shall treat her lunch on sunday. :)
wanted to buy brikenstock slipper but then the size all super big.
yeah~ i wanna buy lv STuff today but then laoda said he brought a new car today
and he wanna modify it. so i have to wait next wk or wk later.
LV ISH WAITING FOR MI.
anyway thats not the end of my shopping stuff lors. i still gt lots to go.
money makes mi happy. with mooney and laoda around, i think i am happy.
stupid erasmus suppose to meet mi around my house after shopping
and he last min said he cant make it.
hais. get used to it le.. think victoria n bitch will b super surprise why i mention erasmus.
HIS MY EX LORS. and we never contact for mths n mths n years.
happen to chat with him in msn and i asked him out.
he still got the same old habit. cancelling dates last min. :)
i asked joanne a question.
" what will you do so that peoples words will not affect you"
and her reply was pretty simple.
"fall a few times more, and you'll cant be bothered on how ppl look at you or talk abt you"
infact thats quite ttrue.
i'm still young and the number of times that i had fall is still countable.
so in future i will get to fall more and i will learn from there.
yeah~ back to my sad stuff.
i still got the urge to message and call that person out, but i'm jus controlling myself.
think this person still super angry mi.
indeed, we are still frens and its jus a small matter.
why are we ignoring each other jus bcz of some small mattter?
forgive and forget.
i hope you are reading my blog.
in life, i learn to forgive and forget.
same goes to what ever quarrels we had.
hopefully, things will goes better when school reopen.
go school together, hang around. lunch together.
joke in class and stuff.
simply miss those wonderful times we had.
dun dig out the past.
yesterday ish the past
if you are not angry with mi, then meet mi to school on monday.
else , you are still angrying mi.
and i will leave you alone.
everything back to the sq when u ignored mi for months .
♥ disguised at { 11:21 PM }
oh well~ went shopping with gal... YiPpyS.feeling very down last nite, in fact i cried the whole nite.
chat with peisi and thought that i wont feel so shit, but i think i feel worst.
cause question starts to bombard my mind...
woke up with a super swollen eyes which i need to put on fake lases and thick eye liner
meet gal and ahead to town...after my piano lesson
i brought mani things ehhh but not too much .
laoda gave mi 500 bucks to shop until i happy.
anyway, i am happy with big bags n stuff.
i think money can solve everything.
when you're feeling down, shop all u wan.
buy wad ever u wan dun think twice.
the feeling ish so damn shiok de..!!!
i brought
-heels
-roxy flipflop
-bag
-zara spag
-topshop note nook
-missha nail polish
i think i'm mad. i went alll the way to topshop jus to buy note book.
actually i wanted to buy panty but then hmmms. other time lahs.
super sorri to carmen. suppose to meet her after her work but then
gal acc mi, so have to put carmen aeroplane.. shall treat her lunch on sunday. :)
wanted to buy brikenstock slipper but then the size all super big.
yeah~ i wanna buy lv STuff today but then laoda said he brought a new car today
and he wanna modify it. so i have to wait next wk or wk later.
LV ISH WAITING FOR MI.
anyway thats not the end of my shopping stuff lors. i still gt lots to go.
money makes mi happy. with mooney and laoda around, i think i am happy.
stupid erasmus suppose to meet mi around my house after shopping
and he last min said he cant make it.
hais. get used to it le.. think victoria n bitch will b super surprise why i mention erasmus.
HIS MY EX LORS. and we never contact for mths n mths n years.
happen to chat with him in msn and i asked him out.
he still got the same old habit. cancelling dates last min. :)
i asked joanne a question.
" what will you do so that peoples words will not affect you"
and her reply was pretty simple.
"fall a few times more, and you'll cant be bothered on how ppl look at you or talk abt you"
infact thats quite ttrue.
i'm still young and the number of times that i had fall is still countable.
so in future i will get to fall more and i will learn from there.
yeah~ back to my sad stuff.
i still got the urge to message and call that person out, but i'm jus controlling myself.
think this person still super angry mi.
indeed, we are still frens and its jus a small matter.
why are we ignoring each other jus bcz of some small mattter?
forgive and forget.
i hope you are reading my blog.
in life, i learn to forgive and forget.
same goes to what ever quarrels we had.
hopefully, things will goes better when school reopen.
go school together, hang around. lunch together.
joke in class and stuff.
simply miss those wonderful times we had.
dun dig out the past.
yesterday ish the past
if you are not angry with mi, then meet mi to school on monday.
else , you are still angrying mi.
and i will leave you alone.
everything back to the sq when u ignored mi for months .
♥ disguised at { 11:21 PM }
i dun wanna say any thing any more..everything ish my fault. i am the one whu cause all the problems u had with ur gf.
since people can say that i got nth better to do, create troubles for you guys.
can i bombard you with questions?
WHY?
i said in my last message that i wont contact you.
i mean it this time. school ish startin in days time.
i think its better to talk when necessary.
it takes mi a hard time to earse you from my heart.
so dun let mi bring you back....
crying the whole nite, thinking whY? why people say mi that...
did you tell them everything? why am i in fault and not her?
why always mi.
yesh, i started out with cursing u 2. but then i thought it ish a joke which u can take it.
she started it out by reading my entries and pictures...
you delete my pictures and i cant blog wad i wan.
you made mi waited for you hours @ town
she dun trust you, issit my fault?
she read my entries and u delete my stuff, and worst, i waited u for hours.
all my fault?
hey boi, ask yourself again. am i realli in the fault?
you started to give mi a cold shoulder after u got a gf, issit my fault???
i sms you e whole nite cause you said u wans msia cigars. and now?
you can treat it as nth happen.
why people hear your story and they dun hear mine?
if i tell my frens about this, the outcome will still be the same .
why you're like this?
overall, ppl are listening to one sided story.
are you telling the truth?
HAVE YOU EVER
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
If I could only change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cause I loved and lost the day I let you go
Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realized it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cause I loved and lost the day I let you go
I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Ohhh that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cause I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go
♥ disguised at { 11:25 AM }
Monday, April 09, 2007
yawn~ i'm late for work today.. blur agnes.i thought i am suppose to work noon shift. then i realise that i look on the wrong day.
stupid..... so i took a cab to my work place lors.. damns
hais. today my sales ish zero ... no people lors...
alrites. my roster had been changed and i am not told... gosh~ wanna faint le..
finish work @ 8pm. walked around top shop... got nothing.
cause i wanna shop on friday... actually i got no idea wad i wanna buy.
think i'll go for black shoe and heels ba...
omg~ my leg stinks like mad.. super stinks... cause i didnt wear socks
laughing out louds.... super nice smell.. wooooow~
got home around 9 plus.. had my dinner
and i am eating famous amous coookies now... yummmy..
but i took a long time unwraping the cookies. cause it ish in lollipop form...
the first time i ate this cookie ish @ the cinema...
some idiot acutally unwrap for mi.. so i dun have to take effort and unwrap.
so sweet rite???
hmmms think peisi ish enjoying herself @ genting le...
i feel like going there again lehs. i love the weather there.
but laoda say he wanna go rengdang that xia ri mo mo cha de place lors..
not very looking forward cause he may change his freaking idea...
hopefully we can go china during may... hais...
i wana go so mani places.. last nite laoda n mi tot of mani places to go..
we wanna go bali. but i scaare theres bali bomb blast. NOT AGAIN!!!
i wanna go bangkok but i scare got blast oso...
i wanna go rendang but i scare go tusnami
aiya. i forever scare this scare that de. last time i oso dun dare go genting
then now lehs.. now i very GIAN genting le lors...
hais. wanna go sleep le. working morning shift.. need to do alot of things tomorrow.
♥ disguised at { 10:17 PM }
Sunday, April 08, 2007
today ish sunday.. SUNDAY = MAID DAYMAID DAY = NO BUSINESS
alrites. i haTE maid day.. super hate maid day... every maid day , they wil never fail to use tangs toilet.
from wad i've heard, taka dun allow maid to enter ... so sad! so they come all the way to tangs.
and once they step into the toilet, they will never come out de lors.. na bei cb...
anyway, i cant shit today.. super super bloateed... i kept on going toilet.
and whenever i walked back to my counter, gays will ask COME OUT LE MAHS?
obviously canot come out lahs. duhs...
met suling kumkeong qiuyun and tommy @ tangs.. gosh.. think super surprise
that they will met mi @ tangs. some more ish working lors...
actually i abit paisei, cause i dun like my sec frens to saw mi working de..
peisi came down. so nice of her rite.. she came down jus to acc mi walk here n there @ taka n wisma lors... so good... omgs... my bebe shop no more le.. wisma no more bebe..
where the hell bebe had gone???
today my didnt sell any of my brand.. super sad..
all my regular customer leh???? hai...
my ADP brand ish not very popular.. but they got regular customer..
once they come back, they will jus take and go.
and i dun have to waste time persuading them to buy lors...
after work. i sms some cb kia to meet mi for dinner de lors. but this
people hoh, called mi when i reached home le lors. super angry sia.
and some cb kia bluff mi say his going back to kelantan lors..
kelantan road ah? at bugis.. lols..
shit him.. freaking asshole... think he ish jus being childish....
YOU THINK I GIVE A FUCK DAMN ON YOU???
talking about co habitat......
QUES: DO YOU WISH TO CO HABITAT WITH YOUR GF / BF?
my ans ish YES.. cause my bf and mi had been going on for 3 years and i know him when i'm 13years old...
afteral, we been through bits and pieces. and we dun quarrel on small matter..
instead, staying under the same roof with him ish nothing..
we get used seeing each other everyday, and we are jus repeating some cycles....
co habitat will not make us feel sick after seeing each other for days....
we had get used of seeing each other everyday.. though some times we get bored
but feelings will not fade...
feelings for him will fade if i fall in love with someone......
anyway, my motive of blogging this topic ish that i am jus giving some cb kia an advise..
i mentioned this matter to laoda , and both of us thinks that co habitat are jus too early for the two of you.. you are going to die on her hands once you 2 co habitaat. think about it....
on my way home, i read newpaper and i found some thing interesting...
1) hongkong will not be accepting 1000 buck in future after being cheated on fake notes..
yeah~ when i went hgk with bit-ch, we used 1000 bucks and 500 bucks..
if these 1000 bucks ish sing dollar, think we super happy le.. laughing out louds..
2)Recently, uncles and aunties started to blog....
some webbys to view.. i had not view yet...
www.laozhabor.blogspot.com
www.goodmorningyester-day.blogspot.com
www.victorkoo.blogspot.com
these webbys are shown @ newpaper.. think it ish viewable...
MUS READ!!!!
3)CLEANSE YOUR LIVER AND LIVE LONGER...
hey people, you guys can give it a try. but consult doctor before doing it.
so i am going to consult the doctor tomorrow before i go work...
Liver cleansing diet...
-Drink eight to twelve glasses of filtered watered each day
-reduce sugar intake by avoiding refined sugar and using natural sugar sparingly.
-dont be obsessed with counting calories
-eat food that is prepared fresh and avoid reheating.
-avoid heavly-processed food like deli meats and takeawayy meals.
-get dietary protein from legumes, grains, cereals, nuts, seeds
-avoid butter and margarine - you can use nut butter as a replacement.
-avoid all dairy products including yoghurt.
Flush your liver
First 5 days : start consuming as much apple juice as possible, together wit your regular meals
but avoid taking any vitamins or pills as they could affect the final results.
On day four and five : You should be drinking apple juice every two hours and you should consume about 1.9 litres a day.
The day of flush : Most people do it on a saturday, so they can rest the next day.
eat a no fat breadfast and lunch. ( no butter or milk ) as this is meant to allow more stones to be passed out. Do not eat or drink after 2 pm.
Mix four tablespoons of epsom salts ( magnesium sulfate ) in three cups of water or juice and divide this into 4 portions.
6 pm : drink the first serving ( it should be 3/4of a cup) of the epsom salts.
8 pm: drink the second serving
9.45 pm : pour 1/2 cup of olive oil into a glass and 1/2 cup of lemon or grapefruit juice into another glass. if you mix the two, it may become slimy.
10 pm : drink both of them quickly.lie down immediately, either on your right side or on your back. go to sleep.
the next morning after 6am : drink the third serving of epsom salts when you wake up.
two hours later : take the last serving of epsom salts. you will experience diarrhoea and you can go looking for 'gallstones' in your stool.
by lunch time : you can start eating, but keep it light for the rest of the day.
ALSO, BEFORE EMBARKING ON ANY LIVER CLEANSING DIET OR FAST , YOU SHOULD CONSULT A HEALTHCARE PROFESSIONAL TO SEE IF IT IS SUITABLE FOR YOU.
♥ disguised at { 11:07 PM }
muhaahs!!! today my ADP sales zero...... laughing out louds...busying slacking grumbling and eating.... plus smoking...
i like to look @ the way those gay talk..
think i lose them.. cause they talk v gentle.
and i am so damn rough lors.. na bei. super jealous !!!!
after work... went SUPPER with jonathan...
na bei lors.. drink super wine.. so er xin... people are trying to act one high classs.
after that we went starbucks to have some cake cake cake..
people wanna eat brownie lors... so er xin. so sweeet...!!!!
he siao....
after that, i took a cab to laoda house.. no money le..
forget to ask him to give mi money.... sians dao....
mum gave mi money but i think spend laoda s de more better.. lols..
friday mi going shopping with bitch le.. yeah!!
i wanna buy mani things..
LV cigar box.. and school bag.. and sandals.. that duno wad brand de.. brekenstock.
aiya. i spell wrongly.. dun give it a damns. got money buy can le...
super tired... i jus had my exercise..
sam carried mi during lunch time and he said i super light.. kekeks
of course. i super skinny lors...
i wearing skirt to work 2moro. yeah!!! happy happy..
hais.. i jus found out i got mani fren @ tangs working lors. sian lehs..
i tot i can escape from these people. but didnt know that we are working until the same roof..
SIANS SIANS SIANS...
i jus found out that whenever i finished my work, i became very talkative...
luckily laoda can tolerate but somepeople say "she" no mood . dun wanna talk to mi..
sians dao lors.. i so bored now...
think i better go sleep ba. tomorrow working @ 12.30 to 8.30pm
i kept thinking 2moro ish monday... and ppl kept reminding mi 2moro ish sunday.
TANGS ISH CLOSING EARLY CAUSE ITS SUNDAY.
hurray!!!! but then very sians.. i think i working morning on monday..
i hate morning lors. but can go home early..
aiyas. i duno y am i rushing my words.. think i blog until very messy,.
cant be bothered ..... peisi understands can le.. onli peisi knows my pw.
i think i better shut my mouth and go slp ba... no ppl chat with mi. sians.
♥ disguised at { 2:28 AM }
Friday, April 06, 2007




OH GOOD NEWS FOR SOME BIT-CH...
my multiply had been """ HACKED"" by some cb kai....
all my gentings pictures all gone..!!! too bad MY LAODA see
what i am doing UP THERE...
but blame some body..
you are jus damn stupid....
PISS OFF BY WAD I'VE WROTE???
this ish how i am feeling rite now.....
you are jus going far too abroad.
you should be respoonsible for wad you are doing...
dun blame mi for doing such evil stuff...you are the one forcing mi to do all these..
jus blame yourself. i know you are going to ignore mi like wad you did last time..
what else can i do? have you ever thought of my feelings anot???
you would rather avoid quarrels with her and ruin my everything?
ask yourself, why mus you ruin a frenship jus bcz of some GURL!
if you think it s worth, then go ahead. i am not stopping you...
love is not how much you say I LOVE YOU.
how faithful you treat her..
if you ruined your frenship for the sake of her,
she ish not a good gf....
a good gf mus accept wad ever her bf does...
even if his frens are gurls..
accept and not CRY.
i guess you wont bother to sms and call mi le..
so shall it be...
put yourself in my shoe and feel...
do you think it worth doing all these???
ALI AND BABA @ giants blog...
happy? i cant post wad i wan. i cant write wad i wan..
♥ disguised at { 11:19 PM }
Thursday, April 05, 2007
EDITEDyawn~ suppose to rest at home today but i end up working..
2 - 6pm... super tired... actually i dun feel like working today
but i jus relief ppl for 4 hrs. so i think its alrites..
tomorrow ish good friday.. but i still have to work.
hopefully my sales will be good tomorrow.
hurrrayS!!! i can wear skirt to work le.. but of course black skirt lahs.
better than nothing lors. i dun like to wear long pants.. so hot.. damns..
but have to alter short.. muahahs cause i'm short lahs. duhs..
after work. meet up with mummy and laoda for diinner but mummy went off before we start
cause got visitor coming to our house..
so laoda n i went swensen for dinner..
you can say that i am fussy... but i dun like to dinner lunch or wadever
@ food court or fast food..
cause i dun like to squeeze or waste my time searching for sits!!!!!
after dinner, walked around @ cause way with laoda and he fetch mi home..
friday 5.30 am
i have to wake up early in the morning to delete some freaking shit.
very pissed off.. can you imagine i have to work tomorrow and
your fren actually ask u to delete something from some freaking place
jus because of some PRECIOUS things?
think about it.. think issit worth doing all these...
♥ disguised at { 10:29 PM }