Thursday, November 30, 2006

well~ shall update more about yesterday stuff....
shop around cause way with prissy..
we both tried on heels..
VERY SUPER NICE!!!
I wanted mum to buy that heels for mi
but she said ish too high..
So she brought mi a slippper...
My cuttie little fren rongzhen called mi
to go clubb....
I THINK HIS MAD...
I got 8am lesson and its 3 hrs of maths...
wanted to club with him so badly..
thINk it will be fun if i go with him.
gOsh~
well~ promised him to go after exams...
THURSDAY..
3 hours of maths lecture..
prissy sat beside mi..
we talk alot n draw onto my book.
n too PICTURES..!!!!
I MISSS MY CANDY BOI..
hahahs that black black one. Lols..
any way, went went town peisi..
first~ we went taka...ZARA
tried onto some top.. n brought it ...
suppose to eat breeks ...
never been there for quite a long time
but we end up eating at cine...
HUngry!!
after lunch, we gurls go K BOX..
hahhas...................
we called pris n put loud speaker when
we are singing ZHI DUI NI YOU GAN JUE...!!!
laughing out loud...s..
accc her untill 4. then i go home le..
and she shop around town alone..
wanted to acc her more.
bUt I told myself that I need to study..
manage to study analogue and abit of maths..
damn.
I think I know what i am doing.~
Songs that we had sang
*baby dui bu qi
*guang dao zhi lian
*Yes I love you
*Tian hui
*zhi dui ni you gan jue
*cu dian
*bu gong ping
*ai xiao de yan jing
*i still believe
*liang san bo
*hu ran zhi jian
*zhen shi
*ji de
*TIANTIAN YE YE!!!
*dui de ren
++++++++++
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UA8j-T_aPVQ

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

gatEs n Nes pretty FitS
my Big FAce
SCHoOL was as usual today.~ quite tired...
went lunchie with peisi. Lols..
buT pris didnt. sobS~
played pool with peisi.. Lols
laughing out louDs there.!~
played around 3 then head to piano lesson....
yawning away during lesson time.. hahas
but time flieSs... time to meet darS..
meet dar around 5 plus...
shes late!! damn her... her jet spoil? lols..
went charles n keith... tried on beautiful heels..
took pic...
acc her for dinner , then she went off le..
had dinner wit mummy sista n kingkong.
wasnt very happy ....
dars knows everything..
so I shall not say......
how I hope laoda was there too...
but he didnt.. begged like mad..
bUt he insist of working.
I'M CRYINNG...
didnt talk during dinner time
simply jus feel very hurt...
mum kept asking mi what happen.
but I didnt told her...
so she brought mi a slipper at charles n keith..
She said the heels I chose r too high for mi..
sO I didnt buy it...
Saw a bag from there.. V nice. shall show it to dar after exam...
got a candy boi in my mind..
his driving mi crazy...
dars n mi had a secret plan..
lOls....
* I know you wont call mi from today onwards...
you said we will quarrel whenever we talks on the phone.
but have you ever done ur parT?
I'm tired. but jus couldnt let go...

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

this ish very tempting!!!!!



mrs chua n mrs gate

peisi agnes n pris
SUNDAY
went swimming with jona..... didnt swim much.. cause raining...
then went mac study abit, walk around lot one n stuff..
boring sunday...
internet down, thats why didnt blog n upload pics........
quite pissed offff...
suppose to go Laoda house people around mi jus spoiled my mood.
MONDAY
Like everyone say... MONDAY BLUES.
got back my com skill results... manage to pass with my Lies.
Analogue test was tough. Hide underneath Yunus table n copy.
Quite silly... lolS...
mange to complete all the ques. But think I will fail...
During com skill ,we got ICA2.. damn. story telling time..
created a v lame story. Hope it is not out of ppoiint...
Went PS with pris n peisi for dinnner...
at Bk... journey to PS, we took mani pic...
had lots of fun in the train...
people tot we are mad...
laughing out loud like no body business.
meet vincent around 6 plus, he acc us shop around.
well.. so kind of him. LOLS!
pris went off around 7 plus
then we walk to cathay, wanted to watch STEP UP.
but tickets were sold out,
so we guys went bishan.. watched 9.20 pm STEP UP
got mani things to comments about this movie..
ITS A VERY NICE SHOW...
welll.... feel like dancing after watching this movie.
now I'll get to feel what pris is feeling after watching it..
loLs
after the movie, Laoda drove us home.
had lots of laughter on our way home.
think peisi n vincent laugh alot..
enjoyEd my day with them
theY are jus so kind to entertain mi with my lame jokes!!
laughing out loud..... Lols.
quarrelled with Laoda after fetching peisi n vincent home..
well~ in the end, i still forgive n forget...
cause I love him...............................
TUESDAY...
its another idiot day.
veryTIRED.. yawning away..
wanted to skip EPC....
but peisi bomb my hp with a morning sms!!!!!
well~ manage to meet them in time....
SPEAK OUT TIME!!!
peisi said she wans to go lecture and asked mi not to SKIP!!!
but!!!! she called mi during elective and said shes going home!!!
WELLL... U LEFT MI ALONE!!!!!
argh~~ later pris gets her jet to bomb u Lols.
during e-learning, pris teach mi analogue..
thanks alot..
abit pissed off cause surroundings r v noisy
but I still get what she ish trying to teach..
THANKS ALOT DARLING...
GOSH~
after lecture, met jeslyn...
she saw LITING.lols!!!
after school went lot 1 wit Haikal n pris n jona
after pris n haikal left,
jona n mi go play pool
WELLL. JONA GOT A VERY GOOD POOL-ING skills!!!
hahas.. all the songs in K POOOL are so saddist..
damN
played a while then went for dinner
and i go home le...
never blog for 3 days....
got such a long post.!
hahas. yawning..~
tomorrow ish wednesday.
piano day..
SIANS~
I am missing the memories and the Love we had

Sunday, November 26, 2006

- agnes-
hIS SINging like a mad man. cant stand him!!
welll. today ish saturdae........
Thank god that I am able to sleeep more today......
Suppose to have lunchie with sistas. but Mum canceled.
Mum scream : HONEY YOU ARE SICK.. better not joke..... please see a doc!!!
Honey replied : Yar yar yar. I'm sick!!! I need a Boyfren!!!!!!!!!
hahahas...
Went Lot 1 acc pris walk around then we go mac and look for jona n keith...
talk and crap around untill 3 plus, pris when offf..
left agnes jona n keith..
start mugging madly...
we did hours of maths. think more than 5 hrs ba...
untilll 9 plUs..
went K-BOX!!!!
took some pictures there... only manage to upload these.... some at jona hp..
keith sent mi some pictures but jus couldnt upload it.. damnn it.. wads wrong ??
I WANTO SPEAK OUT!!!
I'M TOTALLY PISSED OFF BY KEITH N JONA..
CAN YOU IMAGINE LISTENING TO THE BOTH OF THEM SINGING TIAN TIAN YE YE
FOR ALMOST 10 TIMES??? YAR!! ITS 10 TIMES.. I COUNTED IT...
TRYING HARD TO CLOSE MY EARS....
N WORST STILL. KEITH ONLI ALLOW MI TO SING LEANNRIMES PART..
" HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU" DAMN HIM....
LOLS! THE GUYS WERRE SINGING MADLY INSIDE AND I JUS SIT THERE N LAUGH.
AHAHAHHAS. THINK THEY ARE WORST THAN THE GURLS...
GOODNESSSS.....
I SANG "I STILL BELIEVE AND AI XIAO DE YAN JING"
BEEN CRAZY OVER THESE 2 SONGS.....!!!!!
PRISSS.. U MISSS THE FUN... WE SHALL HAVE IT AFTER COMMMON TEST... OKAYS? LOLS. OR ELSE YOU CAN ASK UR JET TO BOMB THEIR HOURSE..
OH YAR.!!! THEY BULLIED MI.... THEY SANG TIAN TIAN YE YE SO SO MANI TIMES...
GOODNESSS... I 'LL GET TO LISTEN JONA SINGING THAT IN SCHOOLL. IN K BOX, THEY KEPT REPEATING THAT SONG NON-STOP.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!faint
we sang untill 1 plus ~
enjoyed myself there...
went suppperr and both of them acc mi home.................................
*Thanks jona uncle for drivin mi home..
*Thanks 50cent keith for teaching mi analogue.....
HAHAHAS.
hurrayS. tomorrow grandma is coming to my house to cook seacoconut for mi..
hopefully she get to buy fresh n sweet ones in the wet market..!!!
misss her cooking .....................
TireD... eyeS closing..
But jus dun feel like sleeping............................................
JESLYN.. I GOT TOP SECRET.. VERY FUNNY SECRET!!!!!
SW TOLD MI AND I PROMISED HIM NOT TO TELL YOU..
BUT... I WILL TELL U WHATEVER ITS IN MY MIND...
SO.... HAAHS... JUS KEEP THIS LITTLE FUNNY SECRET K!!!
AUGUS SW N MI. N YOU KNOWS ABOUT IT ONLI!!!
about alan.... SHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
SECRETS from pris.........
http://zgeero-stuff.blogspot.com/

Friday, November 24, 2006

JeSsy tryIng to twisT with The cuP.
sweetY miLk teA

we ToOk piCs with the hUgE Xmas trEeE


ThIS Is a ReaL hUgE xmas TrEe!!!!!!!

WELLL TODAY ISH FRIDAY.. AND I'M HEADING TO TOWN AFTER SCHOOL!!!SIT WITH PRIS DURING 1074 LECTURE.. PLAYING N CRAPPING.. HAHAHS. GOT MANI MANI LAME JOKES... AFTER LECTURE!!!!!!!!!!! I WENT TOWN ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! POOR LITTLE AGNES... I SHOP ALONE AT TAKA N WISMA.. SO POOR THING. BUY THINGS ALONE.. NO PPL TO TALK TO. OMG!!!.... LUCKILY... JESLYN CHANNY SAVE MI. ALL BECAUSE OF MY LAME EXCUSES... I TOLD HER THAT I LOST MY WALLET AND I NEED HELP.. SHES SO KIND HEARTED... SHE N HER BF RUSHED DOWN TO TOWN AFTER HER LESSON ENDS... SHE REACHED TOWN AROUND 4... HAHHAS... WELLLL.. ACTUALLY I DIDNT LOST MY WALLET. I'M JUS TESTING HOW MUCH SHE LOVES MI.. I THINK SHE REALLI LOVES MI LOTS.. SHE EVEN CANCELED HER MEETING WITH FRENS JUS TO ACC MI SHOPPPING!!! SEEE!!!! THIS ISH WHAT BEST FREN/ SSISTER DOES... NEVER TO DUMP U ALONE ........................ ALWAYS HELP YOU................ I LOVE YOU LOTS...
we went taka to loook for laoda brother.. hahas he so cute. standing among the xmas treee..... after taka, we went far east n hereen n cine... had dinner at Hgk cafe... food there was jus alrite... took pictures there.. v lame... finally i bombed everything to jes.... hhahahas... now i dun have a heavy heart le.. I've vomit wadever things happen to mi now adays to her... ahhahas.... met Alan at cine.. so surprise to see him there.. cause we were talking about him while having dinner... wondering ish he with his frens or new gf... gosh~ chat with DaQ... she was pretty sad..... nan ren fan jian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway.. i had a SUPER FUN DAY with jessy........... talk n crap manay stuff...on our way to the MRT station, we saw strawberry shortcake... wanted to take pictures with them but we jus simply cant figure out how to take pic with them.... sobbbbing!!!!! WELLL.. when I reached home. mum says she canceled the lunchie with sistas tomorrow. cause she and Mi are sick... !!! damMnN. she kept asking mi to see doc... think I'm not sick ba!!!!!! hurS.. monday got analogue test.. hMmmS. I DUNO HOW TO DO...... GATE N GATE N STUFF.. damnn it.. i comfirm plus chop will flung the prac test.!! HAHHAAS..

our conversation of the day

JESLYN : CHUA LAM PA.....

when ish she suppose to say cck... hahahs...

JESLYN FREN: I didnt side my gF!!!! DUN BE CHILDISH...( gosh... whose being childish.. your fren ish such a bi-tch... more than a bi-tch. think shes very childish...lolS)

JESLYN'S MENTOR: Let it go, let it go...( HAHAHHAS LAME)

JESLYN : Happy Birthday Aunite..

MUMMY : Thank you (bi-tch!!) hahahahs

AGNES : Clubbing after coommon test....

ALAN : OKAYS......

JESLYN : Okays!!!!! ahahahs

AGNES : club dun provide MILK .. winston how?? loLs...

AGNES : we shall have fun... pray hard that jes wont go oversea!!! auntie... dun win lottery!!!!!!!! lOls

AGNES : JESLYN take back your 40bucks from him before we go clubbing.. ahhhaaha!!! I think I met his Gf before in my shop... SHES UGLY...!!!!!

had suppper supper fun day with jes.. hahhas... THIS ISH WAD A BEST FREN DOES!!!!!!!!!! NEVER TO LEAVE YOU ALONE NO MATTTER WHAT....... I jus simply cant wait till the dday we gather again..................................... I MISSS WINSTONS LAUGHTER... HIS PERFECT ENGLISH.... hahahas!!!!!!!!!

LAODA:

I simply missed the days we had... Hope you will put down your work and accc mi............. I NEEED YOU LOTS........ I dun wan silly thoughts to cover my mind.... I dun wanto fall on other guys again.... I dun wan to have another miserable day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, November 23, 2006

EDITED POST~
*Wo ke Yi - Cai ming you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t52RUxNq1vg
YAWN~
very tired...
had 3 hours of maths lecture.
Then comskill test.
Idiot tEst.... tHink I can be a great liar in creating stories.
HAHAHAHS.
wanto meet Laoda after school
But he said his very tired and he have to work.
GOSH~
I so miss him.
Only get to say a Hi-Bye to him in school...
Our conversation get lesser,
we hardly meet each other for lunchie or dinner le.
not even shopping~
counting down days to mummy birthday.
Thinking what perfume to buy for her this year...
Brought many perfumes for her in these past years le....
hAis. simply jus no moood to do everything..................
How I hope he can acc shoppping ...
He never do that for a very long time le...
Crying*
Think tomorrow will go towN ba~
shOoPiNG...
GoT a bery lonG shopPpING list~
I loVe lAodA!!
If i get to see him 2moro
I will BIte his armS firsT!!!!!
I hope he understands mi more...
I hope he will love mi more...
I hope he can acc mi everyday
I hope he can drive mi to school everyday
I hope he can be my forever.
I hope I can slp onto his arms everyday.
I Hope he will buy mi a car.
I hope he can be my husband soon.(in mths time)
I hope to have the taste of Love.......................

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

well. its wednesday
everyday ish the same.
nothing much to say....
went for 1074 extra lesson..
10mins late for piano...
Teacher kept asking mi to play faster.
But I'm too tired.......
In charge asked mi to join
Ocean Butterfly.....
Still considering..
meeting him in days time to go
there ... HUrraY
Laoda..
I dunno whats wrongg with
Him now a days.
Sometimes he can b a crazy guy
whU make ur day fill with laugher.
sOmetimes he is one whu ruin
your beautiful day.........
WHATS MORE??
He went supper with his frens without
MEEEE!!!!!
Now i feel like biting hiM.....
lOve biting his arms..!!!!
YuMMY~
I miss him lotS.
One day dun see him
simply make my day worst.
I want my Bf to miss mi
jus the way I miss them .....
If one day I leave him...
it wont make his world end...
But if he leaves mi...
I will simply kill myself....
Sometimes i feel like
cutting my wrist....
Jus want him to acc Mi more
and pay more attention to me...
But think this wont work....
I tried before....
I tried on a guy whu I used to love
I told him I cut my wrist
Beacause I want him to
pay more attention to mi.
It didnt work...
Cause he Knows I never.....
Conclusion: I dun cut wrist.
I stabb mYself.
hHAHahHAHhahah

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

it is jus a simple day...................
Firstly was EPC test.
dammn haRd. Most of us didnt manage to do finish.
Then skip maths ...
acC peisi n pris...
northpoint Bk!!
yUmMmY.
We haD lotS of fun there.
fiRSt was body shop..
so tempting to buy everything.
so i brought a liquid eye liner
then GIo.
We gurls tried on some top....
Ugly uglY~
thEn when to Johnlittle...
had lots of funny topicS
someone...~!! massage!!
GOSH~
*secret*
after that ,
i was dancing indian dance in the toilet.
pris was laughing out loud~
goodneSSS...
after northpoint,
we went back to sch
n peisi went offf le......
during lec.something happen.
and i was so puzzled.
kept asking pris
my face got things issit?
hmmmS whatever it is..
i met my sister jeslyn....
she ish with her handsome bf . andrew...
welll. think she got a v handsome BF
MY BF ISH UGLY!!!!!
we both got LITING..!!!!
hahhaas....!!!!!!

Monday, November 20, 2006

Forever in Lub with Laoda. i think this piC
ish very uglY. causE he got a biG FAT LIps.
Mr JOyjoys was staring at Mi..... so i took a pic of him
preTtY AgNeSs N pRissY
thAt imperfecTioN gurl founD a reaL LuB
BiG hEAd shoT!
tHE GuRlS In THe waShrOoM
ThatS Mi. CUtTieS agNeS

WELL WELL WELL. today is monday.
Time past quite quickly.
Lesson ends at 3pm.
supposed to go K box with wencai.
But when we talk on the phone,
his voices doesnt seems alrite.
So we choose other day.
quite pissed of by lAOda today.
Went his house, and we are supposed
to go town.....
bUt it rain heavily and he said is dangerous to drive
when rain heavily.
so we wait for the rain stop.
ENDING UP... he fall a sleep.
then~
he asked mi to decide where to have our dinner.
so I chooose.
crystal jade, pizza, thai, indo., pasta cafe....
ending up... food court.
got so fed up...
he has been constantly bringing mi
to food court...
I hate to go food court.................
buT . we ended up in a food court.!!!!
He said I like to go posh resTaurant.
he said I'm mad...
I am either crazy for hightea nnor crazy over
branded stufff......
HATE HIM lots.
we quarrelled at there.
after dinner, i wanto buy cosmetic..
He dun like to acc mi shopping.
He said he wanto go coffee shop
and look how ish his worker doing.
SO..... I WENT HOME.!!!
dammmm it...
met missy baolinG at foodcourt.
lOls. she so pretty.
yeah~ goona have a great time shopping with
her soon.........
sometimes i realli hate Laoda.
cant he jus be a bF who give
what a gurlfren wants.
and acc her as much as possible???
AM I RITE OR WRONG????????
think I'm blind to get such a Bf....
gonna have some mask later on..
theN start mugging on my 1074.
tomorrow test.
hopefully theres a way for me......

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Friend has never seen you cry,
Bestfriend has always the best shoulder to cry on,

Friend will leaves you behind ,
Bestfriend will always go with you.

Friend will ask where you've been,
Bestfriend will say I MISS YOU and goes on being your friend.

A true friend is one who knows all about you,
and loves you just as you are.

Suppose to go swimming
But my auntie visit my house...
Greatly in pain.
Ate medicine and the pain just went off abit...
gosh~
today is 19th. gonna be a mooody day for mI.
wanted to study for the up coming test.
But, I just dun have the mood to do everything.
Terrible Me. Imperfection-Gurl
siMply Lub tHis babY doLlY DrEsS
Friday
went Laoda house at nite.
waited for him hoursS till his back from
fish market.
Then he bring mI to prata house
for supper around 3am pluS..
super tIred.................
Saturday
We woke up early to have an early
lunch before he went off to work.
So I took a cab home alonE.~
went jurong poinT to meet wencai
We went coffee bean.
crap aloTs loTs lotS.
theN play houRs of pooL.
hahaHAHAaAAHAH.
had lots of fun with him
I loVe yoU huBBy!! muahahaS!
I cried again today.
Have been very emotional recently.
dUnO whatS goinG on.
thInk I drank too much water
thatS why I cried aloT.
i CrIEd when I received a MessagE.
thInking am I in a faulT or
am I tthe one thinKin Too much.
it too mi hourS to think what to replY.
buT i didnT
feeling very terrible
sorrieS
theN i cried aagain at laoda house.
I told him that I'll be waiting for him
at his houSe near bY.
buT when I reached, he said hiS at hougang.
so my reaction was
"WHY DIDNT YOU TOLD MI EARLIER ON
SO I CAN TAKE A CAB N GO STRAIGHT TO
YOUR HOUSE"
soBbS.
I walked alone to his house.
it was very dark cause its almost 12am.
i cried on the way to his house
cause I'm scare.
usually i would takE a cab home
after 11. But, he made mi walked
to his housE ....................
I was pretty angry witH hIm.
we quarrelled badly. shouting like mad.
In the end!!!!
FORGIVE AND FORGET.
sO we went smB for supper
then he fetch mi home.
His meeting his cousin n frenS and heading
to seletar. think today got racing.
bet they will go geylang later on.
HAis they are always having fun without mi.
sometimes I feel like ending up
He lovEs to talk On hp while driving.
He loveS speeding.
He loves to see soccer results while driving.
He gamble alot recently.
He always forget the things I told him.
iS he the Laoda I used to knoW?
I love him alots and want him to be mine.
He gave mi a gold chain last nite.
I wasnt happy at all.
He tolD mi mayb we can register soon.
But i wasnt excitEd.
I'M WORRIED.
~in lost~
whenever 19th comes. I get more miserable~
JESLYN
my dearesT sisTER!!!l! remember what Liting used to do?
I foudn a 2nd liting... Muhahahas.
tell you in details when we meet up.
I got mani things to bomb to you.....!!
I MISSS YOU.......!!!!!

Friday, November 17, 2006

Feeling very terrible this morning.
I cried badly over some matter which someone
doesnt seems to care.
I think it wasnt very difficult to tell me
what I had done to make you
treat mi this way...
I think I did nothing wrong
to deserve such attitude.
or am I thinking too mucH?
First was yesterday morning.
I dun get a reason why
mus you use such attitude to ans Mi back
if you read my previous blog
you will know why i asked you.
Secondly, i jus took one of your cigars
so is this one of the reason why
you gave mi attitudE?
Thirdly.... mmy locker ...
I didnt know that it hitted you.
But I apologised immediately.
Then you was like .....close your locker
and walked away.
mus you walk awway like this?
Why among them ,I am chosen to
be treated like this?
Think its very unfair.
I guess, you wil jus ignore whatever I blog today.
I started to hate school alot.
I dun realli enjoy my days in school anymore.
time shows everything
after lecture, manage to meet Laoda
but he insisted that he cant acc mi.
so i went home with keith pris and his fren.
crap alot.
we got a 50cents secret!!! LolS.
went cause way alone to buy cosmetic.
cause yesterday my fren intro
mi one mascara. she said its very nice
and limited edition.
think it wasnt limited edition lahs. lolS
I dun realli find that mascara can lengthen
my eyelash.
shall try it on monday LoLS.
gonna have a lonely wk end.
Laoda ish so busy.
missy JESLYN
what ya doing now a days? busying with
ICA? meet mi up soon okays?
you know what. !!!!!
I got a very terrible day.
HELP ME...!!!!
I hate school I hate everithing.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Tuesday
went Geylang for supper with Laoda and daddy.
had lots of dim sum. YuMMY
and had lots of things of chat about.
now then i realise that Laoda realli loves me alot.
i feel so unfaithful to him..
Wednesday
late for EPC lesson
couldnt wake up at Laoda house
the air con simply make mi feel so sleepy.
he drove mi to school.
lesson ends at 12. went home to take a nap
then went piano.
dun feel like going home after piano
but Laoda dun have time to acc mi
so he suggested that i go do my nails
however, kelvin sugguested that i go for a hair do instead of nails
as a result, i went for a hair do.
waited for hours
chat with auntie on many stuff.
it take 3 hrs plus to finish my hair do
and there comes Laoda.
he fetch mi and bring mi out for supper
Thursday
almost late for maths lesson
couldnt wake up
I'm jus too tired.
met pris. and someting unpleasant happen
tears welling up her eyes when someone
nv ans her call
and she tot that tHAT someone knows about this matter
and ignore her.
think shes thinking too much le.
since that someone had said he overslept.
she cried bcz someone told her something
that makes her HUH?!!! and mani things lahs.
and i duno how to console her.
people console mi. but i duno how to do that on others.
sorriES ... Be strong gurl!!
oH yesh! PRIS.
remember that time I brought my strawbag at hereen
the sales girl came to my shop
and she still recongise mi
hahas......
shes very pretty
HmMmmS
any way, frens are more important than Bf/GF
always treasure a fren than a bf/gf
maths lecture end early.
rush for work at candle.
slack alone in the shop untill 1 plus
boss came.
so i went down and buy my crispy chicken
GUESS WHAT.
my boss ate my crispy chicken
hahahs. i told him that Laoda mentioned that I'm fat
so Boss told mi not to eat.
LauGhINg oUt lOud.
almost choked when he suddenly turn his back n shout
at me.
actually he was playing with me.
LAME!
2 PRETTY YOUNG GURLS CAME
they work at candles,
well, i feel so ugly about my self.
they got fair skin and long hair.
but I'm tann and ugly.
its nice to chit chat with them
having lots of fun in the shop.
eat n play n joke.
packed the store room today.
so dusty.
hopefully boss will not ask mi to do that again.
duno when will I be back to work.
Hahahas.
I'm realli very tired.
wondering how am I going to spend my weekend
think Laoda will give mi some "allowance"
and ask mi to go shoppping.
SHoPpInG lISt
-agnes.b shirt
-strawbag
-URS heels
-coach wallet
-guess dress
-zara long sleeves
*remember mi this way

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows
I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

MrS BiLlGAtE N MrS ChUA













tAitAis sTanDIng iNfRonT Of XmAs TrEe











GRACE SAW THAT? I TOOK PICS WITH YOUR DARLING HAOHAO LEHS!!! hahahs
CAN I LOVE HIM TOO? muahhahahs





today its tuesday.
boring day in school.
nothing to blog.
went sunplaza after school with Laoda
brought mani household stuff.
seems like co-habitat....
husband and wife.
hahahahshh.
when I reacher sunplaza
then realised that I left my wallet
in pris bag.!!
gosh.. No keys to go home.
stand outside my door waiting for mummy to come home.
cause Laoda have to rush back to his work.
tired.~ have to practice piano later on.
cause 2moro ish wednesday!!!
YAWNING.~

Monday, November 13, 2006

Monday blueSs
today com skill teacher let us go off early.
very rare of her.
went dinner at BK with pris
YuMMY yUmMy
after dinner , rushed home
to tidy up my room.
threw all my sec1 - 5 books.
old magazines and papers.
finally get things done.
have to throw more tomorrow
i'm just too tired.
Laoda suppose to meet mi
but he have to go to his new shop
BORING~
I miss all the sweet stuff he did to me.
I've just threw all the roses he gave mi 2 years ago.
sobbing.
missing him rite now.
2 days never meet him le.
just wondering what ish he doing now
at his new shop?
sometimes I hate Laoda to work
but from the first day we get together
we never get to go out during wk ends
or public holidays.
we only get to go out during mid nite.
HAIS.....
think thats the reason why my heart always fly away.
He is one who never say break
He is one who always forgive and forget
He is one who dun flirt ( he mus stay away from gurlSSSS!!!!!)
He is a loving hubbby
this is why I LOVE LAODA so muchie.
I just cant wait to our wedding day
-awaiting-
*****
Everyday I Love You

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

Sunday, November 12, 2006

BORING SUNDAY.
slept the whole day.
woke up at 2 plus.
had lunchie with mUmMy
then go back to sleep
HahHA think i'm very tired.
cause went out with laoda n his frens
last nite.
nothing much to blog today.
Forgive and Forget is what we are doing now.
MUACKs!
**********
This I Promise You

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..
And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever,
In life times before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...
Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..
Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...
And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby
Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you.. well~ have lots of things to blog about yesterday stuff.
firstlY. I finally clean up my room.
ITS SO DIRTY N MESSY!!!!!
princess shouldnt have such dirty n messy room.
conclusion: I threw all my books and papeRS!!
lauGhINg oUt lOuds
then it rain heavily after my packing up!
sO coOoOoOlDdDdDd
sleep throughout the whole afternoon
after my lUnchIe with mUmMY.
MuHAHAhAHhahs
PriS called mI around 5 to go town.
very RARE of her calling us out in WEEEKEND!!!
so meet up with jona n priS at admirtly...
i took 1 hr to dresS up.!!
my shitty sisteR lAhS!!! SO PISSS OFF BY HER!!!!!!
went Far East beads passion AND
I HAVE TO SAY THIS!!!!!!!
PRIS took a very long time choosing her stuff.
SHE IS VERY TAITAI.
when keith reached far east, PRIS is still not
done with her beads stufff!!
so taitai sia.. take her own sweet time.
think next time I'll take my own sweeet time and do my shoppingS!~
after her beads and passion
we went KFC for dinner.
i think KFC ish very fattening.!!!!
keith ish stealing straw whenever he sees it.!!
HAHAH think his having that motivation
to do 1000 straw heaRTs!!! so sweet of hIm.
But iTs noT FOR MI!!!! muahhas
after dinner, we went ahead to Hereen
saw many x-mas tree along the way to Hereen
so nicE. esp the one outside Hereen.
muahahahas.
saw one strawbag.. very nice.
simply love the colour.
wanted to buy.....
but I've brought 2 strawbag already
SObBbBbInGs
took manI picturEs with
pris jon keith............
hahahs. I'm so in love with the pic
which i took with Keith.
cause I'm so pretty!!!!
awaiting for him to sent mi.
muahahahs~
after Hereen, pris n jon wanto go home
so we took a train home.
THEN THE 2 OF THEM STARTED TO BOMB MY EARS
WITH TIAN TIAN YE YE AND I STILL BELIEVE.
i almost screamed in the train.
LAuGhInG oUt LOuDs
alighted at AMK to meet Laoda
I HATE WAITING......
I WAITED FOR HIM 30 MINS AT AMK.
STANDING THERE WITH MY HEELS.
LEG ACH.
I HATE GUYS TO LET A GURL WAIT......
IDI-OTS!!!!!!!!!!
SCOLDED HIM BADLY
AND HE JUS RUIN MY WHOLE PROGRAMME
OF THE NITE.
we suppose to have a mid nite show at cine
then supper at Geylang.
but HE embarrassed mi infront of his frens...
He is the one mentioning Geylang for supper.
then he changed his mind and words and said
"WHY YOU LOVE TO GO GEYLANG EAT .
WHATS SO SPECIAL ABOUT THERE"
my mind went blank when he said that.
excuse Me!!!!.... YOU ARE THE ONE SAYING WANTO GO GEYLANG.
YOU ENJOY GOING THERE WITH YOUR FRENS.
BUT WHEN COMES TO ME.
YOU INSIST OF NOT BRINGING MI THERE
you just sweet talk!!!
I HATE SWEET TALK
YOUR SWEET TALK WONT TOUCH MY HEART
dun make others think that I'm despo for there okays.
You are the one saying " WE SHALL GO GEYLANG FOR SUPPER"
why must you made mi make such a big fuss infront of
your friends then you let us go.???
but its too late.
we ended up at Chong pang/yishUn famous nasilemak!
then went selatar to see bikEs and carSs
very crowded road.
many bikers stop there. chit chat and stufff.
I got my leg hurT!!!!
OuchhHhH!
then they start talking about our wedding dinnner.
he wans it to be under the BLK
i was so stunned when he said that,
so i replied him
"EXCUES MI? ITS EITHER WE HAVE DINNER AT A HOTEL
OR WE DUN GET TOGETHER"
he is giving lame comments and stuff
about the wedding.
CONCLUSION:
I HAD ENOUGH.
I PUT A FULL-STOP IN US.
you simply messed up my nite
and everything
I'M TIRED OF WAITING FOR YOU
DOING EVERYTHING.!!
I SHALL LET YOU DO IT NEXT TIME!!
sometimes you are sweeet.
but SOMETIMES only.
***
Once you have loved, you will always love.
For what's in your mind
may escape
but what's in your heart will remain forever.
Find time to realize that
there is one person who means so much to you,
for you might wake up one morning losing that person
who you thought meant nothing to you.

Friday, November 10, 2006

that bItTeR LeaVe thAt i've aTe!! YucKs!!!

pricess agnes and mrs billgate


WELlL~ i'm so tired. yawning away during machining.
tirED!!
reach home 1 am plus last nitE .
went out with laoda
he brought 3 big chicken wings for my suppeR
but i got so hungry when i reach schHoOL
PigGgY AgnEs.
mmuahahhas
met qiuyun on my way to school
she said i slim alot.
HEARD THAT?I SLIM ALOT. hahahas hahas
i'm no more that feipo liaos.
so stop calling mi FEIPO ... mr lAODA.!!!
skip 1074 leacture today
went home .. sleep ...
start mugging on my 1074 and maths.
hahhas.
yAWN~

PRIS

Prissy i wasnt angry with u all ah.

probably i didnt SMILE the whole day~ lolS

SOrRiEsSsSS

strawbAg stRAWBag STrawbAg STrawbAG stRAWBag!!!

PIECES OF ME.
On a Monday i am waiting
Tuesday I am fading and by
wednesday i can't sleep
Then the falls rings
I here you
And the darkness is
a clear of you
it has come to rescue me
ooooo with you i falled to fast
I can't hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts
ooooo seems like i can finally rest my
head on something real
I like the way that feels
ooooo if you know me better than i ever knew myself
i like how you can tell
of the pieces the pieces pieces of me
of the pieces pieces pieces of me
I'm am moody messy
I get restless and it sounds less
and you never seem to care
I am angry, listen
and happy to mission
and you won't stop till i'm there
oooo....sometimes i falls so fast
when i hit that bottom crack
you're all I have
how do you know
everything i am about to say
am that obvious if its written on my face
i hope that never goes away
On a Monday i am waiting
Tuesday I am fading into
you're arms so i can breath

Thursday, November 09, 2006

muahahhs. today peisi and mi have lots of fun in town!!!
first, maths lecture was quite bored. trying hard to solve
all the question which teacher gave.
after school, we suppose to stay back for that nafa talk
but ended up went town with jon peisi.
wanted to go tattoo. but that shop dun have
the butterfly which pris and mi had seen at hereen.
so i NEVER PUT... wao lao~ spoil my day.
brought
- red dolly shoe
-BLOSSOM, 2 top
-RIPCURL strawbag.
yesterday i've brought
-flipflop
-strawbag!
think now a days i'm in love with straw bag.
think we are jus like taitai enjoying life.
and miss little pris ish playing her mahjong
mrs billgates, taitai lols.
through out the whole shoppping we kept mentioning pris name
wondering did she sneeze the whole afternoon while playing mahjong.
hahahhahs
well, peisi brought a purple pointed shoe.
hahas, we did silly things when we tried onto pointed shoe. Lols
gurls safety shoe!
i've brought a purple top.
PRIS.!!!! WE LOVE PURPLE. hahahs
went TCC for some cakes n drink
taitai agnes n peisi
cakes at TCC are so tempting.
took pictures of thee cake and the LEAVE that i ate
peppermint leave??? ahhahs.
so bittter lors.
peisi said she ate once and it was ugly..
so i tried. *VOMIT!!!!!!
crap and joke at there... muahahahs.......
hahas. PICTURES TO BE UPLOAD
LATER...
after shopping went paragon.
tried alot of sandals at URS.
dun have my sizE!!!!!
raining heavily...........
so we gurls shop untill 5 plus then we gurls went off le
tired................
meet laoda for dinner.
hahahs. he so kind today.
it is raining heavily and he tot i'm reaching serangoon soon
but actually peisi n mi are at URS trying onto beautiful sandals.
so he waited for mi under the blk holding umbrella.
laughing out loud........................
crap with him and sutfff....
jus remind mi when we are in sec sch.
dec we going to zouk! HURRAYY!!
his brother actually asked us to go zouk.
muahahs. obviously i will pull laoda n join his brother.
excited. cant wait for that day to come....
i'm just missing those days when laoda n mi n his bro n guys
went out drink , k box and stuff.
its been a long time i nv reali enjoy my day with them le...
tomorrow ish friday le.
machining early in the morning.
ARGH~
duno how to spend my wk end.
think rott at home ba.. lols~
I WANTO BE A TAITAI
TAITAI AGNES..!!!!!!!
happy 25th months

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

nothing much to blog today.
as usual meet jon at admir then the gurls at yck.
after school , went FJ lunchie with the gurls.
went PS n Hereen with Pris.
brought flipflop and straw bag.
so in love with that straw bag.
i love the colour.
went piano lesson today. FINALLY.
hahahas. i'm so tired.... yawning all the way.
suppose to go n have a hair do,
but ending up meeting jona n keith for dinner.
keith so bad lors. !! omg!!!!!!
i saw one sweet couple at lot one.
the gurl was eating some balls, and its very very hot.
so her bf kept blowing at the ball and feed her.
SO SWEEET!!!!
never in my life , my bf did this to mi lors. hahahs.

You ask me if i love you
I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am i to judge you
Or what you say or do
When i'm only just beginning
To see the real you
*and sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
That i have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till i die
Till we both break down and cry
wanna hold you till the feelings subside
Romance with all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
And through the insecurity
Some tenderness abides
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within his youth
Oh at times i want to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times i want to break through
And hold you endlessly

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

EDITED AT 10.22PM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*FROM THIS MOMENT ON
*ZHI DUI NI YOU GAN JUE -HEBE and FEI LUN HAI
*AI SHI KONG - ENERGY
welll~ got a very boring day.
kept yawning.............
alone in maths elective.
kenny didnt go school.
HAISSS..
skip lecture ,went out to meet laoda for dinner.
so bored and its KILLING ME....
heard something which i dun wanto hear
saw some thing which break mi into pieces........
gone lahs!!!!
had enough liaos..
didnt expect you to do such thing
i wont go back to you
we are the past.
you took a knife and pierce through my heart.
i wont bother you, and you wont bother me again
even since the day you with her,
i told myself that i wont go back to you anymore

ATTENTION TO THE GURLS INCLUDING JESLYN CHAN!!!!!
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VENUE
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*JESLYN..... REMEMBER sebastian???? i dream of him last nite. well. suddenly so miss him sia.wrote his name all over my book during lesson. hahahs duno how is he and his ANG MO galfren le.. just thinking n missing all the sweet stuff that we had done. well.hahahhas.hahahsa. hahahs. time realli flies ..GOODNES!!l we got the same situation. i'm piss off too lors. i miss our 5a2 sia. hahas i started to have mani comments n stuff with them. hahhas get one day i'll bomb everything to you. hahahs. SHOPPPPPING SOON!! GET READY BI-TCH.!

*GRACE- wei grace, dun say until i so big mouth go tell hao that you fall lors. i'm jus tryin to tel him how careless are you . dun write until i'm trying to make you paisei or what lehs. sobbings

Monday, November 06, 2006

monday blues..................
everything was as usual.
c-programming then analogue then com skills
everybody planned to skip com skills
but tiong didnt wanto skip .
spoil the market.
everyone changed their mind and attend for com skills
after sch, went swensen for dinner
with jon peisi grace
suppose to go bishan
but sum one spoil the market.
hahahs.
duno why today kept saying SPOIL THE MARKET.
laughing out louds.
*i'm a gurl whu will not talk about love , rls anymore
i'm tired of everything
cause your leaving realli made my world end.
and his trying hard to get mi back.
i would do nothing but to wait for you
to say something.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

*yawn
went town last nite.
reach town around 1am plus!! hahahs.
laoda drove us there ....
watched MATERIAL GURLS at 2.05am
well.....its a very nice show.
hmms. i dun realli know how to comment on this movie
so you guyS should watch..
though its mid nite but town ish still very happening.
met one of my galfren.
found out that she tattoo her neck too
goodness, think among the gurls i'm the only one
whu havent do yet.
misss them so much.
but we are no longer that gurl group.
sobBS
went swensen for our supper.
had bake rice. YumMmY!!!!!
went home around 5 plus.
get to slp at 7 plus. TIRED!!!!!!!
* i'm so touched that you actually trying hard to
accc me.
firstly you asked your brother to help you to work.(thurs)
then last nite you called us out for movie and supper
though you are very tired after work.
well, its a very rare of you doing all these.
think once in every 2 yrs.
the last time we step into town during mid nite was
Dec'04. Hope you still remember all the
bits and pieces we had done.
glad that we are willing to forgive and forget.
let it past.
its too late...............the feeling is not there
*first love
I will always remember how to love
you taught mi how.
you will always be the one I love
I hope that I will have a place in your heart too
You will always gonna be the one........
Now and forever

Saturday, November 04, 2006

What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause
I Wasn't allowed
Gomen nasai for everything
Gomen nasai, I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Gomen nasai for everything
Gomen nasai, I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought was a dream
An mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomen nasai, for everything
Gomen nasai, Gomen nasai,
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now
Gomen nasai, I let you down
Gomen nasai, Gomen nasai,
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now well... i got a sickening nite.
went clubbing with the guys.
jona bao jun.
on my way to mos, i broke my beautiful nails in the cab!!!!
broken nails had ruined half of my nite
and worst still. i took a cab from wdl to MOS.!!!
then, there was freezing cold. i wore a dressss.
and i look ugly with that dress!!
hr later, the place get crowded.
the guys went dancing.
flirting with da jiejie.
and mi??? standing there like a pole.
hahhs. I DUN DANCE OKAeS!!!
i'm a gurl whu dun dance!!!!!!!!!!
cz i very shy!! hahahahahhas.
and i dun like the environment.
cz i got use to pub environment instead of club.
overall, i dun realli enjoy my nite there.
so i will not go CLUB any more.!!!!!!!!!!!
regret....... cz i am suppose to meet peisi to some
bar and cafe or stuff for drink de.
think that environment ish much more better.
ARGH~~~ SORRIES PEISI!!!!! hahas. mayb next fri or stuff
we shall go....
early on, i brought a top from zara.
think zara is in a mess. grace and mi were digging for sizes.
hahahs.
YAWNING..................
going out for a mid nite movie later with my peeps.
hopefully, i'll get a better nite later.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

3 hrs lecture today. MATHS.
manage to do what teacher gave.
TIRED. yawning away.
stomach ach through out the 3 hrs maths.
sick of taking pills anymore.!! *vomit
after sch , bz n jon n mi suppose to go amk play pool with gas n guuys
but , we decided to go to the library n do maths,
common test coming!!! ahahahahs
meet laoda for lunch
quarrels and blah blah blahs.
reading the book i've borrowed.
till now , i duno what i am reading abt.
all i know ish causing saint..
*PEISI.......... nap mares. hahahs today i jus found out something very funny.
hahhas.................
tomorrow, machining. SIANS.
got a very boring day 2moro.
TIRED.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

haha got a very tired day.
i think i didnt sleep well last nite.
well, todays ECP was alrite.
manage to follow wad teacher had said.
after that was maths, which i dun understand a single thing
hais, went to talk to mentor about quitting school.
well, in conclusion, i'm not quitting le
cause school fees had been paid and not refundable.
the school which i wanto enter
dun have any intake for this yr any more.
so i have to wait till next yr. probably march.
therefore, i have to complete this sem before i go.
no rush. i might not quit sch cz that sch will make mi more bitchy. hahas
take a short nap after i reach home.
my piano lesson was cancel. lOLS.
so tired. ggood ness. got nite mare..
errr. consider NAP MARE. cz i'm taking a short nap onli.
i dream some one n some one. tears aall over my face. *crazy agnes.
agnes is crazy over u!!!! lols
went cause way for my dinner.
hahahs. went i reach CWP, the fire alarm started to ring.
suay~ every where is smoke.
smelly, coughed badly. ppl started to crowd around. KPOS
some unknown shop ( charles n keith???) at L1 caught fire,
i found some thing special. hahas.
CWP got hidden curtains !!!!
all around CWP, this is to prevent smoke from spreading
as a results, curtains were drawn down ffrom L5 to 1.
every where got so smelly , warm and dark ( cz curtains are drawn down)
well, i'm not HDB aunites so i didnt Kpo so much
but quite curious.
went jean yip for my eyebrow triming
then went to a bk rental shop, got a story bk for myself,
its abt catholic church stuff and abit of anti .
catholic should read story related to catholic.
hahas. but this seems to be a devil book
they are writting bad things about catholic!!!!!!!!
conclusion: comment after reading.
*i'm not asking anything from you, all i wan from you ish ur llove.
i dont care what you had done and all the childish stuff you got.
if there is a possible on us, i hope i will get ur heart.
if it is impossible, i will let go.
this will be my last time asking you .
think about it.
your leaving made my world end...............