Friday, September 29, 2006
hais........... 2moro is saturday.
its my audition day....
think i wont make it......
hais....
dying....., stresssssssssss
that stupid jonathan still can enjoy life.
playing mahjong and that AUDITION.
ohgoodness
sobbing the whole afternoon.
eye so swollen.
finally watch finish
"GONG".
v nice show..
some parts reali make mi cried...
nevermind.
tears kept welling up my eye.
duno wads going on with that agnes .
console her ba..........
shes gone.
♥ disguised at { 10:41 PM }
Thursday, September 28, 2006
hai.s.. so tired... slp around 5 plus .. watching "GONG" ...
wake up early to continue....
need to finish the show by today......
veri nice show... abit touching.... hmmms quite touching..
that guy.. fall in love with that gurl..
but he kinda duno how to express...
hahas. they so cute.....
i hope i will be that princesss oso...... hmmms
thinking too much..
well... order mac delivery for my lunch..
hungry.
i'm so lazy to step out of the house.
when that delivery man come. well...
greedy coco step run out for that yummy food.
hahhas. she so funny.. kept barking.
" i want food i want food"
no choice that man have to step back.
he scare of dog......
guess wad? he even sms mi sorri.....
think i should be the one to say sorri.
not feeling v welll just now....
brain very heavy.......
i think my brain grow bigger. thats why its heavy.
i'm growing talll. HURRRAY~
hmms staring at the calendar.
suddenly think that
some ones bdae ish coming.
15days more
still got 7 more disc to complete "GONG"
not going to sleep le ba. argh~
i so tired....
practice my piano just now.. well. 5 pages
canon in D.
sat is coming.
i kinda nervous......... hands numb.
i very scare... v scare vvvv scare.
i couldnt concentrate on my hands n paddle.
realli need some encouragement...........
need some support.
but......
forget it....
i wont make it in that audition.
sobbing.
everyone ish enjoying their holiday.
but i'm stressing with everything that are going on..
hais......
agnes has changed.
changed into a gurl that nobody will understand
*PRIS.
sorrri. think i'm not going on 2oct...
i miss you guys so much.
but ....... hmmms
veri sorri.. you guys enjoy okays..
sorri never reply u this afternoon..
cause. hmmms
i'll explain to you other day......
thousands n thousands of sorri.
*GRACE
nice chat with you this afternoon.
but. think its kinda very lame.LAME.!!
prepare xmas treee okays? now buy surely v cheap.
go little india buy.. more cheap.
all ur ah pu neinei frens there .. lols discount.
oh. dun forget to buy not NOT not ripe oranges.
so that when chinese new yr come.
your oranges will be ripe RIPE then.~
thank you graccceeeeeee!!!!!!
* DUN FORGET THAT GURL IS STILL WAITING
♥ disguised at { 9:39 PM }
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
I AM SO TIRED
theres mani things i wanto say.
but. i will keep everything to myself.
cause
I AM SO TIRED.
♥ disguised at { 8:08 PM }
*yawning.. suppose to have a good slp last nite.. but got a wake by my bloody fren... HONG QING!!!!!
next time if u wanna call mi out. tell mi 3 hrs before my bed time lahs... idiot. always like to bomb ppls phone in the middle of e nite de lehs.
omg....... always call mi out when i wanto slp!!! hate u lahs. idiot..!!!! lolssss..
crap with joan in candle.... hahas... ... at first . we discuss some serious matter.. then had some branded stufffff topic.............
guess wad...!!! next wk i'm buying that LV cigar box.. hahahs... hurray...
if i couldnt get that box. i will buy that coach handbag....
hahas. after that topic.... we got some dirtty talks. hahahas.... dirty untilll i feel like shitting ..........
brought sandals and brought clothes....... AGain... broke le lahs......
.i juz had my shopping yesterday. but think its not enough.....
BYSI on sales.. crazy sales... couldnt get much for mi..
juz some simple stuff... hahas.. that jacket... gosh!!!!!
hmmms.. so tired...........
got piano 2moro.
this sat ish my audition.. *nervous..
hope i will get into that performance..
exams coming... idiot....... its on 30 oct..
now teacher ish rushing mi....
lazy agnes... couldnt memories all the italian words.... v hard...
stupid-nes!
*even though gods are crazy, even though stars are blind. if you show mi real love baby. i'll show you mine
♥ disguised at { 1:40 AM }
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
his mad with mi caused i show him my pretty little tongue!!!!well... meet jonathan n tony around 2 plus at cck.
went long john eat eat..!!!
then tak ebus to town..... then took a cab to some where..
lols...
they tot is botanic garden........ but its beside that.
gleneagleshospital......
so mani babiess!!!
hahas.
my sister gave birth to little issac.... his so cute.....
after that went town shopping..
brought bag n clothes n MOON CAKE... yummy.....
rip curl. zara. forever21
gosh... went french connection n bebe n guess.mango.
but cant get wad i like..!
i love moon cake lors. once in a year.
brought strawberry yam snow n green tea...
yummmyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*ALI.......... finallly you said something.....
baba will remember wad u had said.
hope it wasnt lies n sweet talk.
dun make baba doubt on you.
tot u would remain silent.
Baba understand.............
though she ish not feeling v good with her decision made..
actually. baba got a broken heart.
but. no choice.. cause she too love ali le...
respect wad ever decision Ali made and said..
she will let ali to put everything down first.
she will not go. but afraid that ali would ask her to give up.
the feeling of waiting is not good.
Ali.....please show her the feeling of love .......
but not the feeling of disappointment...
no matter wad. bbaba will wait...........
she dun expect much from you.
juz a simple word / sms everyday.
cause when u dun talk or sms to her.
silly tots start to cover the sweet memories.
*i admit that i love you more than u do.
but. i hope you would love me more.
♥ disguised at { 12:36 AM }
Sunday, September 24, 2006
simply love to wear dress......... gosh!!!!!
always wanting to buy that GUESS dress. but v expensive.
hundred plus..... argh!!!!!!!!
hmms.. slept the whole day. hungry - NES.
gastric........
sleep with my little coco.
we played with her the whole afternoon.
tired.
went dinner with mummy. playing my tongue infront of her.
hahahs.. she wont give up till i take it off. but i wont lors.
its recovering... nice tongue i had.. lols.
we had mcflurry ice cream on our way home. yummy.
2 fatty ladies eating ice cream. lols
i've got a heavy heart today.
duno wads going on with mi today.
hoping to get back the real agnes.
* I LOVE YOU ISAAC, you are the coolest boi i've ever met.
hope you will be the one which brighten up my day. muacks.
gonna see you soon. real soon.
cause i've been waiting for the day to see you.
i miss you lots.. love you baby.....
♥ disguised at { 4:32 PM }
Ah pu neinei fren..... Ali n Baba
Baba had thought about it.
think that she will not force or pester Ali about this stuff.
dun wanna stress him.
take your time.
Baba will wait for that time to come.
if it neever come. then nevermind.
no regrets.
let nature take the course.
if love is mend to be.
Ali and Baba will be together no matter wad.
mayb this period of time will show how much they love each other.
but Baba said. loving you muz accept and love your everything.
even if you are not good. not thoughtful. not romantic. cant give wad she wans.
she will shee loves you
nothing is perfect.
-end of Ali and Baba story.
Baba dun blame Ali wad ever hurtful things he had done.
juz be truthful.
dun ever leave her alone.
♥ disguised at { 1:58 AM }
Friday, September 22, 2006
story telling
once upon a time theres 2 ppl named ALI N BABA.
Baba carry a torch on Ali.
Ali knows it but never say anything.
After mths later.......
On July 19 Ali smsed said I LOVE YOU xxxx
21July. he brought roses
4th Aug. Ali gave his last gd bye kiss.
3th Sept Ali smsed say he miss BaBa
9th Sept Ali smsed say he love Baba....
is Ali lying to Baba? just to sweet talk and made her happy?
is Ali giving false hope to Baba?
Baba is miserable.
Baba doesnt wanto be that scary n irritating gal which Ali ish hates
wad ish she suppose to do?
Baba consoled people but cant console herself.
cried badly.
worst still. she said cutting wrist/hand is nonsense and childish.
yet, she did it on herself.
foolish baba.
she dun wan Ali to avoid her. to hate her to think shes scary. unreasonable.
so she tired not to sms n call him. instead. she sent him blank messages.
wad does it mean?
she wans to say something but she choose not to. so she sent a blank message.
baba ish acting to be happy. but shes not..............
*PEOPLE PLEASE GIVE SOME COMMENTS TO ALI AND BABA.
BABA ish miserable...
why guys like to give gurls false hope?
you guys had the pirority to say together or not together.
love or dun love.
please. do some relfection and be frank to BABA.
she dont mind all the hurtful words.
dun escape.
ALI AND BABA IS JUZ SOME PEOPLE.
IF YOU THINK U R THAT ALI. THEN TOO BAD. THINK ABOUT IT.
THINK HOW PEOPLE AAROUND YOU FEEL.
*HONG QING. IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS BLOG. GOOD! NOW. NOT I PUT AEROPLANE . ITS YOU LORS. YOU BETTER TURN UP TOMORROW OR ELSE.! I HATE YOU......... BUT U MUS LOVE MI. CAUSE I'M YOUR CUTTIE PIE..........
♥ disguised at { 11:21 PM }
Thursday, September 21, 2006
NOTHING TO SAY
glass are fragile
if you place a glass of water into the freezer
it will BREAK
the colder it is. it will break easily
but now.
i break the glass myself.
you did nothing
but i did it myself.
i tried my best
but you said nothing
since its liike that.
i break the glass(heart) myself.
not your fault
but mine.
When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad '
cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you'll be
Well you showed me how to feel
Feel the sky was in my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to youYou were right there for me
'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now
For all the ways you were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always
*no more. say some thing. please
♥ disguised at { 11:21 PM }
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
STUPID-NES
SILLY-NES
DUMD-NES
i'm everything
trying to make myself miserable.
LONGER-NES ( from sw )
*blame my heart
Baby i know the story
I've seen the picture
it's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding
and who's gonna take my place
I should´ve seen it comin
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over
Can't believe that
I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that
I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me
Baby, you should've called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly, you never gave me
To many chances
To show you how much
I care I should've seen it comin
I shouldve read the signs
Anyway, I guess it´s over
♥ disguised at { 7:01 PM }
hmmms had fun meeting jona n frens at town.
crap a while outside BK. well~ went home alone.
they took bus. hmmms lonely me.....
got my results. manage to pass all. but done badly.
GPA very low.i duno wad to say.
*LOVE ME. LOVE ME NOT????????????
*LOVE ME. LOVE ME NOT????????????
when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love youwhen I love you
no matter what
hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love youI love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway
♥ disguised at { 3:07 AM }
Monday, September 18, 2006
NAN REN FAN JIAN!!!!!
if you GUYS!!!! GUYS=BOIS...
understand this words.
then please do some REFLECTION!!!!
thanks for all the lies
"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,emptiness behind
Where do I go?And you didn't hear
all my joy through my tears
all my hopes through my fears
did you know, still I miss you somehow?
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real loveI never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart
"Baby," I said,"please stay
.Give our love a chance for one more day"
we could have worked things out
taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
through my dreams
through my heart
and I'm back where I started again
never thought it would end
You promised yourself
but to somebody else
and you made it so perfectly clear
still I wish you were here
"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?
*break mi into pieces
♥ disguised at { 10:22 PM }
Sunday, September 17, 2006
HURRAY..... I'M FREE FROM WORK..
yeah. no more working.
slacking. eat n sleep everyday.
went town meet jonathan yesterday.... then we went for tongue piercing........
got so excited when we talk on the phone. hahhas.
there goes my 2 days pay. BYEBYE. lols
talk mani crap while waiting for our turn.
LADIES FIRST. lols.. he wanted to do it first. but i dun like the feeling of waiting
so i HMMS HMMS. LADIES FIRST.
it wasnt pain at all.
but pain when we eat............. NOODLES...
didnt finish wad we usually finish. lols
then we watch movie.
haunted apartment.
NOT NICE.
lame.
k . i got small balls.
i used both hands to close my eyes.
i'm afraid i shout mahs
gurls are like that de k.
JONATHAN.
went swimming........................
yawning so tired.
now watching "GONG."
nice show. lols.
* when will you know that i'm in love with you.?
♥ disguised at { 6:00 PM }
Saturday, September 16, 2006
For all the years that
I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause
I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears
I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.
*missing you
♥ disguised at { 3:03 AM }
hahaa... finally i resign that stupid job.....
actually i enjoyed working at far east craft. cause veri freedom and kim treat me veri good. can communicate..
but tampines SU-x. stress.. that gurl. so lian. that bosss so nagging and hurS!!!!!!! words cant describe how bad he is...
never eat for whole day.. tolerating that stupid boss n that ah lian....
how i wish i am at far east....
hais..... think resign better......
went cck for breadfast+ lunch + dinnerr with jonathan.. dam him. LATE... make mi wait like mad.. hungry..............
then went smb to collect my donut donut. muahahha yummy......
got my supperrrr at there. hungry hungry after that mac..
lols. tired..
*yawning
*i miss u
♥ disguised at { 2:46 AM }
Thursday, September 14, 2006
I don't mind spending some timeJust hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you
My love, ohh oh
I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that love's what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
At night at home? oh no, ohh
Even though the gods are crazy
Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be me feeling
It could get physical, oh no, no no
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
*tell me you miss me!
♥ disguised at { 8:12 PM }
well..... its another off day.......
slack at home the whole day watching mtv concert.
all thanks to lao da..
. if he never call and tell mi theres mtv concert.
i think i gonna miss alot of parts again..
hmms. wanted to have a hair do today. but rain heavily.
wanted to go town but ............................. i choose not to.......
have to work 2moro. but not at far east.... its at cause wway..
yeah!!!!! near my house..........................
OPPSS.. JONA GONNA BE VERI BORED WITHOUT ME.................
haha. any way. he flirt about..........
hais...... so boring today....
weather so cold...
humans are so funny.
when they got a job. they wanto resign
when they are jobless. they want a job.
jona n me are 2 diff world.
he wanna slack.
i wanna work
aiyos. horrible creatures..
*i so miss my alchemist gals.
jessy dawn wendy.............
yesterday heard that bon jovi song....
suddenly think of alchemist.. hahhas.
used to have loots of fun in class in 5a2.
gosh... i misss secc sch...
laughing out loud..!!!!
*i miss you lots.
hope u will just say I MISS YOU TOO
♥ disguised at { 7:21 PM }
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
hurray............. its my off day!!!! lols.
some fool disturb me this afternoon.... make me cant sleep lors.....
went piano. kept yawning..
spoiled school piano's paddle. lols.
NOT MY FAULT... I KNOW I'M FAT!! dam it
kept yawning... teacher talk talk talk. i hate theory....
sept 30 ish my audition.... 28 oct ish my exam...
arggh!!! feel like escape from everythingy...
after piano lesson.. went round cause way to help mummy to buy ink and stuff..
took up my bloody time to settle her stuff..
troublesome mother.......
omg!!! i had my cookies n cream icecream today. YUMMMY!!!!
so long never eat le..... muahahhahs...
hais.. 2moro i'm not working again
gosh. gona be very bored.
duno why am i off again 2moro.
shit. okays. cause of that bloody bi-tch
suppose to resign earlier on.
then she changed her mind.
dam her....
then i have to change to part time instead of full time
i'm gonna be veri bored.
dun wanna part time.
hope i'll be back at work on fri.
*praying hard that she will leave
kinda regret to take off today.
else kim will help mi ba.
too bad.
wad ish done ish done.
so pissed off now.
*missing some fooolllllll
♥ disguised at { 10:19 PM }
day after daytime pass away
and i just can't get you off my mind
nobody knows
i hide it inside
i keep on searching but i can't find
the courage is to show
to letting you know
i've never felt so much love before
and once again
i'm thinkin' about
takin the easy way out
but if i let you go
i will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
how will i know
if i let you go
night after night
i hear myself say
why can't this feeling just fade away
there's no one like you
you speak to my heart
it's such a shame
we're worlds apart
i'm to shy to ask
i'm to proud to lose
but sooner or later i've gotta choose
and once again
i'm thinkin' about
taking the easy way out
*missing him
♥ disguised at { 1:10 AM }
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
haha. went work today. almost late.............................................. cz that stupid jonathan lahs. talk on e phone wit mi. make mi need to walk hold my breath and rush to work.... hahas
okays. i put my things down. then kim ask mi do
house keep.......... early in the morning...
jonathan still can walk n look around my shop lors... idiot him........
i feel like i'm a maid lehs..
when i wanto eat. i have to buy his share. when he need sweet .
i need to go 7-11 to buy... when his bored. i will try my best to go to his shop n acc him...
U SEEE..!!!!! WHERE TO GET THIS TYPE OF FREN.......
u better treasure me.... if i'm gone. i think u will cry like mad le.....................................
but its great to have a fren working juz beside u................
can accc each other do mani things.....
hahhas. think he sians e time . he will walk to my shop n talk to me....................
hhahhaha... time flies....................... 9.30..
hurray...!!!!
went dinner with him then go home liaos. home sweet home.
omg.!!!!! i think its so unfair....
when i work. they never go town ....
when i dun work... they go town................ shit man............................
any way. i'm having piano lesson 2moro... so i wont be working 2moro....
resting lors.
not like some one. have to work..
READ NEWSPAPER SOME MORE LEHS..! CB.......................... SIT THERE LIKE BIG BOSSS....
Muhaahaas.
any way i have lots of fun today at work... i miss my work 2moro...
*missing him
♥ disguised at { 11:27 PM }
haha. found out tat blogging its like a daily journal..
will i still blog after i married ,,,, white hair over my head? muahhahas
okays..... fine. thinking too much
weelllll..... i woke up and theres many show for mi to watch. that mtv concert. so nice.. but i missed the front part. yesterday i miss e back part. today i miss the front part. muahhahas.
got mani singer...
dam it. jay sang his latest song... that song with that fei yu qingde.
after watching that. went town with tony... went far east.
eevery where ish that song.. got so irritated.
veri nice mehs?
hahhas. went to loook for job and look for that bastard..... kekkes.
but i never buy mango juice for him.
wanted to put my shit n urine in the zip lock bag for him.
but too smelly. so didnt manage to do that..
walk about . got my nails done at holly wood secrets.
hmms not veri good .
towel hair stick onto it . cant get it off..........
welll..... went home with them but i go smb ..
got a good news. but not comfirmed yet.....
if comfirm. i'll blog again. muahhahas let u guys heart itch...
gosh. i so miss school. i so miss everyone
duno will they miss mi anot. muahhahas
i hope to get a gathering soon. but every one ish working. dam it.
*hey u guys better get one day off and lets have some gathering...
i miss you guys so much
->grace
->pris
->haohao
->peisi
->baozhi
->gas
->tiong
->richard
and those u know whu you are
muahahs too much to mention
last but not least
->jona
*miss you so much.
♥ disguised at { 1:12 AM }
Sunday, September 10, 2006
yeah. finally got to blog le..... so mani days never blog. cause i never go home for 2 days.
dam it. i'm so tired.
head ach!
okays. well wad i've done these few days.
firstly, went sscd to do some stupid thingy..
then, went bishan to have a light dinner with jesslyn...
20 over buck sandwich. so "cheap"...!!!! cheap until we have to finish the whole thingy up. muahahhas...............
after that, sw drove us to alans chalet. suppose to be there in 30 min. cause its veri near. but we had made a stupid mistake..... TURN.!! if we nv turn we will not go to ther wrong way le. but... we chose to turn. muahahs. so, ending using 1 hr plus to reach. slow traffic.. dam it... raining.
had lots of fun at alan chalet.....
SATURDAY
the next day, went town with tony n fren.. wanted to give kais a surprise. but think he wasnt surprise at all.............. FINE....... get use to it le.....
i wont wont
be so kind hearted to buy juice for u...
wanted to go shopping but there wasnt any thing for me to shop..
we walk the whole town......... errrr took pics... lots of fun. then went back to look for that bastard.
hahhas. ate dinner then slack awhile then went home le....................
SUNDAY.
went swimming with themm......... so cold. freezing
then went lot one eat....................
then went tony house eat again.
cause he cooked
omg ~ have been eating the whole day. i'm so tired and fulll.
need diet le..................
thats wad i've done these few days.
okays. wanting for that candle shop to call.
hope they call and hire me ba. cause i reali reali veri bored at home.
please call mi!!!!!!!!!!!!
muahahs
*miss him lots lots
♥ disguised at { 9:34 PM }
happpy birthday alan!!!!! muaahahhahahas. finally its your turn to be 18 le...
yah~ i know you wanna drive. but pass your basic then say lors. lol.s augus fail lehs.
dam it... hmmmmmssss hope you got lots of fun last nite. sorri went offfffff early.
its kinda boring mans. lols
JESlyn-> i hate you. muahhahahas......... u didnt give mi luck. lols.
Augus-> did you drunk last nite? dun let mi know you actually took of your pants again. lols
♥ disguised at { 12:16 AM }
Friday, September 08, 2006
hmms. not working any more le.. veri tired... think i'm gonna slack throughout the holis.
lolss.
wondering wad am i suppose to do. muahhahhas. shop until i siao.
thats agnes.
yeah~ today last day of work. everyone is so excited about the 9 pm pack up.....
shop the whole morning at bugis. first. i tidy my counter. than................
went for an eye brown shaping. then shop for clothes n stuff. so mani things i wanto buy...................
then...................
had a veri veri full lunch with david.. gosh~
faling a sleep after lunch... so asked him to help mi buy drink. wanted to drink sugarcane. cz he suggested. but then
HE BROUGHT RIBENA LIGHT . he brought ribena LIGHT
because he said i need a diet... dam it. wad e helll~
later on. he snatch my fan... the weather so hot..
argh~ around 5 plus. violet rush me to have my dinner. but then i juz had my lunch. dam it.... stupid david ish duno waiting for wad sia... so.... i have to hmms eat dinner with auntie.
but i never eat lahs. i cant eat. so full. bloody full lors.....
time passssssss v slowly. crap with them. thinking still got how long to pack up.
muahhahs
when time comes to 830 everyone start to count quantity and pack. wow!
they so fast.
but i'm not the last.. muahahhahas
finally my day ended here..........
*thanks david for all the acc
and all the ribena you had brought!
dun get addicted. lols
hope to see ya in school.
should i continue or should i not??
how i hope kai wont get that bloody job. so he can acc mi slack. dam it.
think his bosss eye got shit.... hire such idiot... OPPSS. muahahas.
* no comment.
well~ class 95 fm love topic was
" i love you. but not in love with you"
wad does it mean?
i'm confuse with this ques. some one juz tell mi.........
wads the meaning of it ????????
hmms chim chim......
HURRAAY. augus failed his basic theory.. muahahas.
orr bee quack.
laugh la. laugh more. hope that stupid alan oso fail.
see you guys so kan chiong... muahahhas
okays lahs. dun laugh u all liaos....
see u guys at alan chalet ba.. bring handsome guys along. mahahahs
no more laoda liaos...!!! lols.
aheading town tomorrow with jessy
before going chalet. dam it
duno wanto go chalet anot.
kinda sian.
not going to be sillly again
not going to think
juz wanna be mi.
the usual me.
telll me the truth.!!!!
*missing you lots.
♥ disguised at { 1:33 AM }
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
yeah. finally back to work after 2 days of mc... dam it. so messy.... luckily i manage to reach there in time...
though v tired but its not as drowsy as mon.....
mon was a diaster to me.. so drowsy . dun even have the mmoood to talk or move about.
well. after pushing the wagons out..
david n me went for breadfast. stuck at the food junction for veri long time. discussing wad to eat. yah!!!! dam him. dun let mi eat many things. instead. he brought the food which i wanto eat. gosh. well~ i'm sick.
drank 2 days of ribena and never touch a single soild food.
hungry hungry..
today.. drank ribena again... and he cant stop drinking that too. hahahhas.
so suay~ guesss....... met a pervert...
david went for dinner. so his customer asked mi to take thingys..... his a pervert ... cb~ omg.... not going to help david any more. his customer are all pervert. hahahs......
went dinner with feizai n tony to v8 cafe... didnt reali eat much.
veri uncomfortable. seems like i so paisei
i duno wad am i paisei of ... dam it
*shy.
HURRAY..!! 2moro ish last day of promotion. aheading to scotts isetan on mon to sun. hahhas. think there side will be more relax. air -con..!!!! but then i'm goonna miss everyone here...
*thanks for acc me for breadfast n lunch.... that ribena.. muahhas. dun get addicted to ribena.. muahhas- [david]
*feizai....................... i hate you...... though u would so kind hearted and wait for mi to finish work. but you jus went off.......... heart broken!. any way. get used to it liaos. u always like that de..... didnt expect much. muahahhs. hais. good luch for your interview tomorrow ba. take care of yourself...
♥ disguised at { 11:31 PM }
yeah. finally back to work after 2 days of mc... dam it. so messy.... luckily i manage to reach there in time...
though v tired but its not as drowsy as mon.....
mon was a diaster to me.. so drowsy . dun even have the mmoood to talk or move about.
well. after pushing the wagons out..
david n me went for breadfast. stuck at the food junction for veri long time. discussing wad to eat. yah!!!! dam him. dun let mi eat many things. instead. he brought the food which i wanto eat. gosh. well~ i'm sick.
drank 2 days of ribena and never touch a single soild food.
hungry hungry..
today.. drank ribena again... and he cant stop drinking that too. hahahhas.
so suay~ guesss....... met a pervert...
david went for dinner. so his customer asked mi to take thingys..... his a pervert ... cb~ omg.... not going to help david any more. his customer are all pervert. hahahs......
went dinner with feizai n tony to v8 cafe... didnt reali eat much.
veri uncomfortable. seems like i so paisei
i duno wad am i paisei of ... dam it
*shy.
HURRAY..!! 2moro ish last day of promotion. aheading to scotts isetan on mon to sun. hahhas. think there side will be more relax. air -con..!!!! but then i'm goonna miss everyone here...
*thanks for acc me for breadfast n lunch.... that ribena.. muahhas. dun get addicted to ribena.. muahhas- [david]
*feizai....................... i hate you...... though u would so kind hearted and wait for mi to finish work. but you jus went off.......... heart broken!. any way. get used to it liaos. u always like that de..... didnt expect much. muahahhs. hais. good luch for your interview tomorrow ba. take care of yourself...
♥ disguised at { 11:31 PM }
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
losing trust in you ............
didnt expect that you would play such a joke on mi....
actually i dun take wad u guys had said seriously.
but i feel that i'm a fool. wad you guys had said in that msn.
u all should know it clearly.
i wont repeat or tell u wad u all had said..
*heart broken.
didnt know that such a thing will happen to mi...........................
*hurt
♥ disguised at { 9:26 PM }
I don't need a lot of thingsI can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But i've got all i want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason
You're my only truth
I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And it's so amazing'cause that's just how you are
And i can't turn back now'
cause you've brought me too far
*missing him
♥ disguised at { 3:51 PM }
i'm so tired.... slept the whole day. wake up around 12 plus. hungry* but cannot eat. drink lots of juice...........................
finally i made myself full.... mum cook porridge..
but i didnt manage to eat alot. 2 table spoon................
head ach. feeling veri terrible.
didnt went to work but have to work 2moro... gosh
help mi...........................
giddyneSssSsSss. still having fever on. worst still 39.........
okays... fainting mi... so drowsy..
saw some thing that breaks my heart...
dam it. dun wanna see it. but i still see it... hais..
break mi into pieces.
hope you will juz care me more.
*i miss you
-> thanks alot feizzai... you treat me good when i'm sick.
so i hope i can be sick forever, so u will care me more.
sillyNES
♥ disguised at { 2:13 PM }
Monday, September 04, 2006
My heart says we've got something realCan I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soulI need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love
*missing him
♥ disguised at { 10:22 PM }
dam it . i'm sick. got stomach flu. how i got it. its because..... long story...... yesterday working was reali veri fun.. i walked around and talk with aunties..... suddenly........
the topic lottery pop up. so i help them to buy lottery at fu lu shou building, when there with david.
hahahs.
his so tall.... no sense of direction him..
after that. we walk around.
then go back to the children fair. hoping to win ...........
after that , went luch with ivy. hahas. we all thought she same age as mi didnt expect that she's 15 onli. dam it. so big size her. hahhas.
had lots of fun crapping with her.
later on. kai came.
we walk around and he brought a bear for tony.
his birthday on wed. muahhas. i'm starving. wanted to have dinner at burger king. but then suddenly, dun feel like eating.
though i'm v v v hungry. starve myself.....
after kai left, stomach started to pain... not feeling veri good.
worst when i ate that cuttle fish from david...... his mad... stink ........
*stop eating that idiot stuff. gosh.. ppl will stay away from u de. liten to the aunties words. ahahhhas.
when home with him but i alighted at amk.
cause i'm feeling veri terrible.... want to vomit and veri giddy.
so i called laoda to fetch mi. wanted to call some one. but i dun dare.
dun wanna disturb him...
vomit at lao da house... like fountain.....
when i walk home... vomit at the lift.... ate medicine n slp thought everything will be fine. but hurS vomit again around 5 plus. mum got veri shock.
high fever, shivering mi...
*silly agnes. torturing herself .
not eating. now she got more to suffer.....
when work again almost late. feeling veri drowsy.
stomach pain. and cold sweat kept falling from forehead. aunties kept asking mi to go home but cant. have to wait for violet to come. but i didnt manage to wait for her. cz i cant take it. almost fainted at work. luckily auntie hold mi tight...
thankS aloT.
when to see doctor. she said ish stomach flu....
hais. always got stomach flu... sis got it not long ago.. now its my turn. dam it.....
cant eat solid food. drink water... err. but not plain water. cz plain water got no energy.....
hais. i'm tired. slept the whole day. lying on bed.
*i want ya to take care of mi... can????????????????????????
*missing him lots
♥ disguised at { 8:20 PM }
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Come and lay here beside me
I'll tell you how i feel
There's a secret inside me
I'm ready to reveal
To have you close,
embrace your heart
With my love
Over and over
These are things that i promise
My promise to you
For all of my life
You are the one,
i will love you faithfully forever
All of my life you are the one
I'll give to you my greatest love
For all of my life.
Let me lay down beside you
There's something you should know
I pray that you decide to
Open your heart and let me show
Enchanted worlds of fairy tales
A wonderland of love
These are things that i promise
My promise to you
All of my life
With all of my heart
These are things that i promise
*missing him
I'll tell you how i feel
There's a secret inside me
I'm ready to reveal
To have you close,
embrace your heart
With my love
Over and over
These are things that i promise
My promise to you
For all of my life
You are the one,
i will love you faithfully forever
All of my life you are the one
I'll give to you my greatest love
For all of my life.
Let me lay down beside you
There's something you should know
I pray that you decide to
Open your heart and let me show
Enchanted worlds of fairy tales
A wonderland of love
These are things that i promise
My promise to you
All of my life
With all of my heart
These are things that i promise
*missing him
♥ disguised at { 10:16 PM }
OMG~LEGS ACHING LIKE HELL. went work late stupid bus... late for 15min. got nag by tt old lady. " u r 15 min late n u r suppose to push your wagons out at 930am sharp"" n please misss hoh. do not wear sexy top to work. " f.her... ish that zara black top consider as sexy? shit her lahs. early in the morning got nag by this fat lady... dam it
after she went off , wanted to go do nails. but think shes eyeing on mi. have to stick my legs in tthat stupid area. its so hot n stuffy. fan spoil. walk around bugis again. got myself milk n sat at some corner. so that that fat lady wont see mi. slack the whole morning.
had lunch with qing qing. muahhhaha.
gosh. counting down mins when the clock strike 6.30. hoping to see violet to come down take over mi. shouting YEAH!! VIOLET ISH HERE. muahhahas. .. but then................ sad . i have to work full 2moro on wards. shit. gonna b a tiring wk for mi again. thurs ish last day of tt bloody promotion. hahas
gosh~ got so piss off...................................
*missing him lots
♥ disguised at { 9:15 PM }
yeah~ i've got a job. went back to my previous company to work. currently working at bugis. they r having a week promotion at there. after that. hmms i cant imagine will i still continue or i choose to slack for mth plus. i'm tired.
working there ish so boring. first. i meet my partner to change my badge and put my bag. get everything settle.
then........ i went hmms hmms hmmm......
then i asked her wanto go shop? lols. so we walk the whoole bugis... drinking bubble tea. talking n crap.... saw milo ice. lols... guess wad i've said? hahas. think kais know. cz i told him. uahahs.
after 5 my partner went home. left mi alone. so i went shopping again. spotted mani beautiful stuff... wanting to buy but v troublesome if i buy during work. have to check n blah blah blah..
welll.... time pass slowly. torturing mi.. dam it. hungry... never eat the whole day. rush to sis house around 2 pplus. acc mum to buy gold then took a cab to sis house to see my littlle boiboi... muhahas. so cute. adorable baby.
i think i fall in love with sean
i love sean.
deeply in love with sean aka wen jie!
dun ever leave mi.
muack*
*yawning. i'm so tired.
after work meet up with kai tony for dinner... errr. think its breadfast lunch n dinner. hahas. today first time wearing long pants to meet them. okays i know i look ugly...*ugly agnes............. hahhahs
argh. eyes closing. nites agnes
*missing him
♥ disguised at { 1:04 AM }